UNTITLED....greeting from my new office broadband

Harlo. its my 3rd day working at the new office.

1. on my 1st day, my eyes were tearful due to the oil-paint job of the office.
2. my boss attire is simply fabulous. She wore the most nicest jackets, heels and accessories. admire her fashion sense.
3. thus, following her footsteps, yesterday and today, i wore my old office/lepak cloth. dug up my closet =D i am so very happy, for that i can now 'bergaya' going to work.
4. it is not compulsory for me to wear make-up and heels. thus, i only use eyeliner and flats. yay!
5. she offered me the marketing and admin job, and i took it. the first day i came to work, she look at me and said 'you are the admin and office manager cum a bit of marketing...is that ok?'
6.i said yes to the question above cos babe, seriously, admin and office gila bapak senang keja babe. compare to my previous working, multitasking is a specialty already =D
7. so, i know its a bit too early for me to say this, but so far, i like my new work.
8. I am truly grateful to Allah for giving me this opportunity. sometimes i cried and pray to the Almighty to give me more 'ups' than 'downs' in life. I believe that everything has a balance and life is really like a wheel.
9. Thus, I pray further, and always, to be blessed with a simple life of family, love, work and friends.
10. Not the richest, not the happiest, not the greatest life. but a simple, balance, well and healthy life. For me and to all whom surround me.

Al-fatihah and praying thoughts to my friend whom recent past away, Cindy Najwa Shah. Lots of love to Arwah's husband, kids and family.

Lots of love and thoughts of better health for Dave Liew's mother. May auntie feel and get better everyday.















when you have been to the hardest point in your life, you tend to be stronger and better....most of all, grateful about everything.


believe me, i know.

UNTITLED....huh?

sedar tak sedar dah bulan tiga tahun 2012.

gila ah

mmg tak sedar. lip-lap-lip-lap, minggu depan bulan empat

3 years ago i was still in starbucks
2 years ago my heart got rip-off

another 4 more month,and its gonna be one year that i started to date the cutest, most adorable cat ever.

this morning i sat on my bed, smiling at the cupboard, thinking how cute he can be.

"baby, your birthday present came early, through the mail", he said.
while handing me an evenlope.

"open it, its yours..."
"no i dont want, its your name", i said pointing out the name.
"haiya, its yours la...its the tickets"

i open it and the VGL tickets were inside.


Yay!


Video Games Liveeeeeeeeeeee...oh yeahhhhh =D


p/s: baby, i lap uuuuuu....

UNTITLED...there is still hope for mother nature

there is still hope.

me liky animals <3

UNTITLED....my dad use to say

my late dad use to say

"you are, what you belive in"

and he always ask me

"tell me what/who are you?"

and i replied

"unique"

and he ask me where do i know that word and what is unique

i said i learnt it from asia bagus and najib kept telling that thier are looking for someone unique

so i want to be 'that' person

i want to be unique















and my dad just smile

(a true story, i was only 6 back then)

=D i still belive i am until now

UNTITLED....so many ways to make yourself go wacko

freaking three days i've been staying up late, waking up early.
my mind just cant rest, while my body aged like mad
i cant sleep
cant eat that much, in fact, sometimes i forgotten to eat
wow...man, wassup with me
feels like i passed this phase of time before

i know whats causing this
and it aint good
freaking shit it aint good
i stayed at work until night
dont wish to go back
when i go back i feel so lonely
in fact, although i'm in the middle of a buzzing crowd
i would still be lonely

today is Friday
the 1st of Dec
i have to patiently wait for tomorrow
my God
its killing me
i'm sure i'll be crying soon
when i see him, for sure i'll cry one

dang

i miss you too much

8days you're gone, you're driving me nuts

last time was japan
this time its aussie


remember the time i balik kg for raya, it was like 4 days
and we're like seksa to hell

fuck,
seriously
i thought i'm through with the whole miss, lovy dovy thing
i mean, i have a lot of ex
whom every ex i thought i loved and missed, and i'm gonna get married to

i thought i taste it all, and would be immune to such feeling

hell, i was wrong




dang....

























=( baby, i miss you. very much
(12.56am)

UNTITLED...a lil bit of drug

I never thought i be in love like this
when i look at you, my mind goes on a trip



its been more than 4 month already

who would have thought, huh?

















i am truly blessed.

UNTITLED...still my husbands

my second husbands

yum yum yummyyyyyy

UNTITLED....i think you're cute

*she said no more*

UNTITLED....how 4th of July started

my fren read this and she was interested to get to know him

and me,being me, i try my fren to ngam-ho kan him with her lo

mana tahu my mission being miss posto back fired on me

and now i'm burning

but i dont mind though






*feels awesome*

UNTITLED...take the throne

partner, let me upgrade you








meow......



?

UNTITLED....kabare

updates:
1.find girls with short hair are freaking hot
2.added up a new scent to my favourites...its call 'bau kucing'
3.am not going to incubus, but looking forward to welcome a good fren back to KL
4.thinks that its time i should slim down.
5.have make an oath to wear ballerinas,flats and flip-flops...only in certain cases to wear heels....but likely would not still.
6.had her oatmeal chocolate drink for breakfast yesterday....wow...
7.love shuffling?
8.2-days-old beard are the 'in' thing now
9.somehow the 'cakap baku bahasa melayu' switch have flip on...i'm going full speed

10.feels that everyone are being fooled, stupidly into the Bersih thing

why? open your eyes....you guys are so misguided and misdirected.

Malaysia is facing a money scam, whereby there are millions of RM5 floating around without the record of Bank Negara...thats freaking serious, freaking serious, i tell you

and yet, otak cetek korang tahu nak gaduh, tak puas hati, marah-marah, melulu tak tentu pasal, bangang konon nak berjuang

SEBELUM KAMU BERTANYA APA NEGARA SUDAH BERJASA PADA KAMU, KAMU KENA TANYA DIRI SENDIRI, APA YANG KAMU LAKUKAN UNTUK NEGARA


bukak la mata babe....aku yang sengal ni pun tahu fikir

sekian, aku tepuk tangan nengok kawan-kawan gaduh sesama sendiri....yang cipta rusuhan dan skandal, duduk tepi minum teh

*tepuk dahi*


p/s: aku tak puas hati sebab aku tak dapat g pavillion masa rusuhan berlaku...tu aje -.-"

UNTITLED....some kind of secret i need to share with you

you are so freaking cute when u sang this song

i actually cant believe u sang this song

you know how yummy u are when u do that

i dont freaking think you know how yummy you are when u sang

u are as cute as hell

and i have the biggest crush on you

i am your freaking number on fan, Mr Meow!

yum yum yummyyyyyy

UNTITLED....cute giler tahap gaban

gaban pun tak cute macam ni








ayuh kita bernyanyi bersama =D

UNTITLED...if i were a singer

most definately i wanna be like lauryn hill, sade, chaka khan, duffy, amy winehouse

and all other soul sister of all

but most definately

i would kill just to be yummy'lious like her



most definately







*yummy*

UNTITLED....close my eyes

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(Asking why?)

I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The out moment I trace around the one that I call mine
Time to count more space
And beware that your drew the line
I don't need you solve this case
And I don't need to look behind

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, By my side
I'll run away with you, By my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(Asking why?)

Do I except you change, the past I hold inside?
With all the words I say
Repeating over in my mind
Some things you cant erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape
Is all there is left to find

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?(Asking why)
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside

So I,
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste
Asking why?
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside

UNTITLED....i am just too greatful

as i cry on certain days,
when things doesnt go my way

but lately i have been blessed
with a beautiful family
wonderful friends
a good job

dear God,
I am truly blessed
I am thankful for Your countless gift

to have bread on my table
to have a roof over my head
to have love companions around me




i kept thinking today, as once upon a time i used to sleep inside the car, i had nothing
and now, i believe, i belong to something
and that something is call 'home'


thank you, oh God

for that i am always a devotee to You

Amin...=)

UNTITLED....dear mr stalker

i know you'll be reading this,

and yes, there's no turning back

good bye

this is it














adele-rolling in deep

"we could have it all"
i guess

UNTITLED....apa aku rasa

untuk golongan yang ada cinta
tapi tidak mampu memupuk perasaan itu
atas sebab-sebab tertentu

ya

aku golongan itu

UNTITLED....feeling lonely

today
again,
i have to see the doctors
and this time
i was alone

before this
its with my sis didi
or my bestie fatimah
or my soul sister mawar

but today i was alone

many people text me
call me
asking how is it
i love u guys
serious
nothing beats good frens

i was a bit
kinda ok
blur
buat bodo
of the feeling being alone

i like companions around me
would make me feel 'alive'
not sick
or painful
as painful of my ear

as i parked my car
walked
looking around trying to find the clinic
asked the info counter
took my number
waited
and just looked around

i looked around
i saw people who wasnt feeling very well
i looked around
they were with their love ones

i suck it in
just ignored the feeling inside

open the sun newspaper
second page

i started crying

no shit
my eyes started raining

my ear pain came back?
no
i feel lonely?
no

i started crying becos i saw a picture

a picture of an old man
in the ruins of tsunami in Japan
with a picture on his back

a picture of his lost wife
strap around his back
trying to find her
walking about with the ruins

My God
did i cry

he loved his wife very much, i must say
never gave up
and always pray

My god
I just cried

and becos of that
it inspired me to write a poem

http://antu-art-motion.tumblr.com/

and God
did i cried
dated 18th march

UNTITLED...there's so many things i wanted to say, but i just cant

today
i had lunch with my fren
dunno how
the chatting becomes a subject about u
i didnt say much
i didnt explain much
but i put it in a nutshell the story of us
just few sentences

she had tears in her eyes

belive it or not

she had tears in her eyes listening to my story
about us
which i just briefly explain
in about 5mins
without going into details

"its so saddddddd..." she cried

i just look at her
i dunno what to react
cos i dah immune
so i just buat muka beda/selamba/bodo/dee

"things happen for a reason..." i said

yup,
most definately

things happen for a reason

if you ask me all the love story that i had
i swear to God,
nothing beats my story
every single relationship
nothing beats one another

sometimes i just wonder where did i put my heart at

*wonders*