UNTITLED....greeting from my new office broadband

Harlo. its my 3rd day working at the new office.

1. on my 1st day, my eyes were tearful due to the oil-paint job of the office.
2. my boss attire is simply fabulous. She wore the most nicest jackets, heels and accessories. admire her fashion sense.
3. thus, following her footsteps, yesterday and today, i wore my old office/lepak cloth. dug up my closet =D i am so very happy, for that i can now 'bergaya' going to work.
4. it is not compulsory for me to wear make-up and heels. thus, i only use eyeliner and flats. yay!
5. she offered me the marketing and admin job, and i took it. the first day i came to work, she look at me and said 'you are the admin and office manager cum a bit of marketing...is that ok?'
6.i said yes to the question above cos babe, seriously, admin and office gila bapak senang keja babe. compare to my previous working, multitasking is a specialty already =D
7. so, i know its a bit too early for me to say this, but so far, i like my new work.
8. I am truly grateful to Allah for giving me this opportunity. sometimes i cried and pray to the Almighty to give me more 'ups' than 'downs' in life. I believe that everything has a balance and life is really like a wheel.
9. Thus, I pray further, and always, to be blessed with a simple life of family, love, work and friends.
10. Not the richest, not the happiest, not the greatest life. but a simple, balance, well and healthy life. For me and to all whom surround me.

Al-fatihah and praying thoughts to my friend whom recent past away, Cindy Najwa Shah. Lots of love to Arwah's husband, kids and family.

Lots of love and thoughts of better health for Dave Liew's mother. May auntie feel and get better everyday.















when you have been to the hardest point in your life, you tend to be stronger and better....most of all, grateful about everything.


believe me, i know.

UNTTILED...tip of the iceberg

pernah rasa nak terjun lombong tak?





me..
a few times already.





being positive is great

u try to never pull in the negativity in everything

but what if it will consume you
and spit you out

what if the output of such things will gobble the best of you



sometimes i tend to think

is my boss appreciating the skills that i have
or simply punishing me for the gift that i've got






*wonders*




its great working here.
no doubt.
great.
but when a new boss comes in, old ones goes....
u tend to doubt that greatness




i miss my old colleague....mawar, weng, hanafi, kak lina and cheryl.

and i definitely miss my old boss...who recently got promoted into being a bigger boss.

and i got a new boss

whom i wish that she is replace by my old boss, who is now the boss of my current boss.


dang...
how things can be very difficult.


sometimes i tend to wonder,
the reason why i have good relationship with tenant's, the security, the cleaners, suppliers and many others, is like a freaking curse.

and some people would love to take advantage of that
and end up
if its the wrong cause,
my bridge of relationship is burnt to ashes.


freaking fuck up hell

now i have to be the bad person?
hell no.

i'll be a bad person to one person
but not to many


i am willing to take that chance




and sending CV to a new working place makes me feel good



hey, a new positive era is coming.

i aint complaning

UNTITLED...hari senin

monday oh monday
seriously,
i know its sounds stereotype
but i hate mondays

i have the worst with mondays

last week monday i cried

and today i'm zombified

one thing about today's monday is that

this song was ringing in my head



but some how i kinda enjoy it on replay

dunno why

"pour my life into a papercup,
the ashtray full and im spilling my guts
He wants to know am i still a slut,
i gotta take it on the other side"

UNTITLED....i'm like a bird, i only fly away *sings*

this is the last time that i will be blogging from this pc
this is the last blog that i will posting using this computer
this is the last day, i will be working here

yess ladies and gentlemen,

i have tender my 7days notice
(which by the way, can be made 24hours)
and today is my last day here

i am here for 2 1/2 month
and boy its was a roller coaster ride for me

=)

the thing is,
i'm actually quite happy
its good to know you're appreciated
although for only 2 month
when the office peeps came by, one by one,
to ask about my condition
i was surprise, at their comments and advise.

one said i was cheerful
one said i like to smile and never was a 'sombong' person

i even make the tea lady have tears in her eyes

and many more

=)

its good to know that you have a good impact on your surroundings
even if its for a little while

i thank you all, you have been surperb,
and the reasons of me leaving i shall keep it to myself

i love everyone of you, and may you have the best in the future

=)

UNTITLED....i cant resist myself

right now,
it cold like hell,
i'm stuck at the office,
waiting for a guy whom just cant finish his work in time

yup,
it sucks
i got nothing to do,
but have to wait for him
then only i can do mine

i'm suppose to go to curve, i canceled it
i'm going to ss2 for sotong goreng, now got delayed
my sister called to fetch me mom, but it seem i cant, no matter what
all because of a guy whom stated "my pendrive gila, now all the files are corrupted"

hmm.....
me, being aisyah everyone knows
suppose to curse and show 'ape aku pedulik' face to the guy

but...
because its monday
and monday bluess always gets the best of me
i choose to sit at my table
wait patiently
and watch youtube
yesss
youtube

=)

seriously...
nothing like the good music





*sips her nescafe*

=)

yum yum yummy little muffins

UNTITLED...busta rhyme

you are like rashes mutating on my skin.
your presence makes me wanna puke purple stuff all over the place,
if i see u face,
sure aku kena gilis.

dang...serious mannn...i can rhyme hohoho...

aku boring tahap gaban
nak update blog, tak de topic, mcm cipan

hey, that really rhyme....

wahai si boss yg sgt tua,
bagi la aku kerja,
kalau tidak,
mati aku buat tahik mata.
tralalala...

-_-"

above is an example of a girl who got all the time in the world to write gibbrish

bleahhhh...

UNTITLED....freaking missing my kids

last week,
again...yam cha session
we had a good laugh
i've been visiting some of them a lot, lately
they said they missed me
a lot...
even the new ones also
weird thing was i didnt expect my presence had a bigger impact on others
call
msg
talk
lepak
yam cha

'we missed you la akak....'

hmmm....

well,
i miss sms'ing 'bontot...' to my partners
i miss saying 'who the matafaka who told u that? call the matafaka now...'
i miss making stupid joke although i didnt intend it at all
i miss my boys as they sing the wondergirls song, in the most puking way ever, just to annoy me
i miss everything and everyone

and mostly

i miss the sound of jazz playing, and the smell of coffee













yes my kids, i do miss u guys







=)

life will take us everywhere, anywhere...but only if we choose to. remember that...

UNTITLED.....i'm freakinggggg boreddddddd

guddd moorrrnninnnggggggg <---zombie way
it 10.35am 29.04.10
cold as usual (malaysian air-cond watodo)
surfing around looking at pictures
reading the news
munching on hazelnut chocolates,
eating rice crackers
walking about,finding work
exploring the filling cabinet
and so on...

My God, for 3 years i've been struggling with my work life
work meant everything to me,
cos with work, i have money
and with money, i can do more work

but now i dun have work


and stupidly as it sound
'i want to work, gimme something to doooo, pleaseeee...!!!!!'


















jazz is playing




why am i complaining again?

UNTITLED....can i lari bogel now

a walk in the park
hhmmm....

metaphor
was jogging in the morning with my bare foot,
full of rocks
imagine that....

was swimming in the afternoon with an injured hand,
full of sharks
imagine that...

was walking gracefully in the evening with a smile on my face,
full of cars
imagine that...

and my boss said
"its ok, u're new. soon u'll learn. I hope i didnt stress u out. Its a good exposure"
he smiled

"plus next week i wont be around, lucky u"
he added






minggu depan dia g germany
serious dowh, aku tak de keja bila dia tak de
tapi bila dia ade, stormy clouds would come about




and the company gave me a new pc
built in speakers (the older one didnt have)

so i did my homework of what to do next week


i guess i just listens to jazz via Internet


dang.....

cant complain can i?

UNTITLED....aku dah ngantuk tahap gaban

duduk aku di meja ofis
buntutku panas, hati ku malas
di pinta keja, diberi kosong
diminta keja, masih kosong

gila penat tak buat kerja
'patutnya ko happy' org kata
kerja goyang kaki muka kena melawa
mak aii...memang aku tak suka



ayoyoyoyoyoooooo

bagi laaaa aku kerjaaaaaaaaaa.....

-_-"


damn bored sitting at the ofis doing nothing, absoutely nothing.n get paid for it. why am i complaining?

baaahhhhh...bahhhhh...bahhhhh.... <---imitating the sound of a zombie lamb.

UNTITLED....over-paid office girl

today is going to be my 5th day, 1st week, working in the new company

honestly speaking

i really think i'm a highly, over-paid office girl right now

the only things i did was
filling,
setting up meeting rooms,
bookings,
calls,
running around office
jotting down his planner
going for lunch,
taking notes

and munching on ikea's hazelnut choc and ballerina biscuits

-_-"

some people would dream to have a job like me

90% of my time is wasted just by surfing the net




watodo...
cant complain can i?




p/s: saturday going futsal n sunday going paint ball, who wanna join? ring-ring k.

UNTITLED....from the office desk

=)

dang....
my miserable life will continue starting this 1st may


meanwhile....

i'm just lovin it















3 days in a row i heard this in the airwaves
and each time
it reminds me of my mother, life & love

so i hope u guys will enjoy it as much as i do

its officially my 'going to work such a coinsidence' song

bachelor girl - buses and trains

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again

hell yeah...i would do it again

UNTITLED...an awesome park to walk by

me life, as some know,
has been busy and drastically evolving into something, i might say myself, is outa control

plans keep me occupied
spontaneous events keep me running
honestly speaking
these few days, weeks, this month,
i had just few hours of sleep at times, that i think, is the reason why i 'gila' to do some activities of my own

and today was the 1st day i went for me new job

danggg....

yesterday yam cha session
i have to say
i lurve u guys and i cherish everyone of u
to those who showed up, u all were the bomb
lapan meja combine beb, hebat tak hebat,
to those who cannot make it, and still wishes me via mobile
'kiss me through the phone' is what i give u all

honestly speaking, i was soooo terharu,
i didnt expect some to even come, and yet, they showed up

below is the long list that i wanna thank you

the clan of the long table:
faisal ss2, steven anthony soosay, zakiah, just, maria with the other faisal, zaiza, malar, isky, leonard, may, marianne, tini, jun kheng, steven yap, adlan, najee, kenny, ujang, iqbaal 009, adam skypark, tinie, talitha, tze runn

the clan who came and visit:
faisal ikano, hadi, kay renn, lee chien, nani, izzy

the clan who msg/call:
phelps, crystal, syed, hary, geena, fatimah, anas, lavin, abel, bobo, dila, jiar, kak emie, kak zilah, ken, ling, yus cap sq

the late nite tom yam session:
farid, and again zaiza

and also yam cha session the day before:
kelvin, se-pan, sazzy, thana

and all the other lots whom i forgotten to carve u name on my blog....i'm sorry as i am as forgetful as a zombie goldfish






last but not least



this zombie girl had the time of her life lately, and never fails loving each day

gimme more

now, she sits at the sofa, listening to route 66 over the airwaves, and drinking her vanilla latte

need i to say more

adventure is out there!!!!!!!

baaahhhhhh...baaahhhhh...baahhhhhh... <--imitating the sound of a zombie lamb

UNTITLED....nobody said it was easy

i admire my friends who can work under pressure

one work for the news and writing
one work in hr in a big company
one work with a bank, in foreign exchange
one work for a physics professor, doing research
one work for an entertainment magazine
and many more...

when i heard about their nature of work
the job scoop, work load and pressure
working time and benefits

i admire them

it takes a lot of courage, strength to go such length

and when i talked about my work
in an operation line,
food and beverage

they would say the same






i believe that every work has it ups and down
to start from scratch and work urself up,
that was never easy
believe me,
i know...







so today,
had me thinking
i'm taking the next step


scientist by coldplay

"i'm going back to the start..."

it was playing on the radio
on the way back from the interview


life will take u everywhere
when ever, and anywhere

but only if u choose to...







suck it up,girl
u can do this

adventure is out there!!!!

UNTITLED....smoking harder, dying faster

'mane bobo?'
'outside lo, smoking'
'ooo..ok'
'akak aisya ah, u smoke or not?'
'use to. why ah?'
'no la, just asking'
'long time ago la, very long. Now, no more'
'oo...ok"
'people look at me, they say i smoke n drink...really ah?'
'no lo, just asking only'
'i smoke, long time. drink, no lo. f*cking people think i drink. Do I look like a drinker ka?'
'dunno lo'
'why u ask?'
'nothing'
'u smoke ka?'
'no lo...'
'good, dont start'
he looks down, kinda susah ati about his problem
'but i'm tempted,i dunno why...'

silence for a while...

'if u smoke, i'll whack ur head'
he was surprise, and started laughing
'i swear to god, i'll whack ur head so hard"
he smiled
'better yet, i'll kill u'

'ok ok ok, akak, i wont start'
'good...serious, dunt start. Once u start, it'll be the end'
'ok'

EOM at starbucks
a good boy ask me, stating his tempted to smoke

the worst part was
i was thinking of that just now
i was thinking of smoking
stupid fucking pile of work
give me stupid reason to die faster,
stupid eom

but good thing was
at the end of the day
this Mr Good-die Two Shoes makes me stop the thought
=)
thank you...






'akak...how bout shisha...ok tak?'

-___-" aku duku gak kapla budak ni