UNTITLED....huh?

sedar tak sedar dah bulan tiga tahun 2012.

gila ah

mmg tak sedar. lip-lap-lip-lap, minggu depan bulan empat

3 years ago i was still in starbucks
2 years ago my heart got rip-off

another 4 more month,and its gonna be one year that i started to date the cutest, most adorable cat ever.

this morning i sat on my bed, smiling at the cupboard, thinking how cute he can be.

"baby, your birthday present came early, through the mail", he said.
while handing me an evenlope.

"open it, its yours..."
"no i dont want, its your name", i said pointing out the name.
"haiya, its yours la...its the tickets"

i open it and the VGL tickets were inside.


Yay!


Video Games Liveeeeeeeeeeee...oh yeahhhhh =D


p/s: baby, i lap uuuuuu....

UNTITLED...mari bercuti dan tido

UNTITLED...after all these years, we're still kids

the bomb!

UNTITLED...fb, twitter and tumblr

my friend msg me thru fb,
'ada twitter tak?'
i replied
'got but never active'





...then i open my tumblr, i got 80 people folowing me in tumblr. only 6% i know, the rest are all strangers from the outer realm of my world.

not bad eh.

UNTITLED...there is still hope for mother nature

there is still hope.

me liky animals <3

UNTITLED....my dad use to say

my late dad use to say

"you are, what you belive in"

and he always ask me

"tell me what/who are you?"

and i replied

"unique"

and he ask me where do i know that word and what is unique

i said i learnt it from asia bagus and najib kept telling that thier are looking for someone unique

so i want to be 'that' person

i want to be unique















and my dad just smile

(a true story, i was only 6 back then)

=D i still belive i am until now

UNTITLED...ayuh bercinta sampai ke tua

if you wish to grow old and still be in love with your partner,
then watch this
http://youtu.be/DR6j-L_v1i8
the cutest thing ever

UNTITLED...megan who?

told you she was hot.
and she still is.

UNTITLED....when u look back

2 years ago, we were part of something special...

and yup, we still are...

thanks for coming you guys.
najee for at least coming although he forgotten it -.-" and spare a lil moment to lepak
abel whom i beg to leave his books,spare 2 hours lepak with us, as his finals was just around the corner
adlan whom came straight after work and his mom called me as she was worried the 'naughty lil boy' didnt pick up his mama's call
lavin whom got 'kebas bontot' riding his bike from usj to mk
jk whom came earlier and never miss the chance to gobble lamb burger
kitin whom came late becoz she was busy jogging and lost track of time (kitin jogs?)
dila whom was among the last to reply my msg but was the most enthusiastic wanting to go and have good old lamb burger
and of course my baby isky....

...whom always be by my side
i know how much you hate people celebrating ur birthday, but i didnt intend to, it just so happen that it was at the right time and place

Happy Birthday my baby
may all your hopes and dreams come true
and all the happiness and blessings to you
<3

UNTITLED...opening to my new year

before i tend to be a forgetful granma
i would like to wish all the readers (i dunno whos reading this)
Happy New Year!

today i open msn news to read
and honestly, when it comes to gossip and celebrity,
i would normally just buat bodoh

but this time its different

it makes me click on the news to find out more

yup, its about kathy and brand

(bet u guys think i'm all girly wirly)

well, actually, i love to see any couple being in love
especially the special power couples

i like mr and mrs genne simmons, i like family guy (does that count?) i like juliana and bill, Dr M and asmah and many more.

and this split up, for the 1st time, makes me sad =(



i thought they were great together

but then again, who am i to judge, they probably need the split more than the eyes of the public can see it.







which brings me to today

today is the 4th of January 2012

6 month i have been with isky
6 solid month
i have been dating and seeing my yum yum yummy isky

and God, i am truly grateful

the patients, understanding, his views, his courage, his hearts, his love


everything about him is so amazing. i dunno how to describe it


i have been in and out of relationship so many times. not to mention numerous datings and set up before. to make things worst, i thought i had the best freaking love relationship and after breaking up, i had the believe that nothing can top that up.

and boy was i wrong.

i'm glad i ask you out for dinner and movie (although intentionally it wasnt for me)








the best,
yup, by far, the best ever




(the half year review is coming-up...hahahhahahaha....i hope i perform exceed than expectation on your side. I love you baby)

UNTITLED..legend has it

legend has it that i am a boy trap in a girl's body

my boyfriend aint complaning



tralalalalala

UNTITLED...bill rancit

i had dinner yesterday with few co-workers
it was a treat from our good friend
whom is going off next year
to a place that most people would least think of to work

most people would apply to work overseas,
typically
sydney, paris, new york, london, singapore, taipei, hong kong, and many more

but this guy,
he's going off to chicago

dang, chicago

its amazing that he could take that giant leap

all the best bro

"my big brother is working as leasing there, i'll be doing R&D. I'm gonna recommend you to do marketing, if there's a place, i'll roger you"

*hopes* chicago, here i come!

UNTITILED...nom-nom-nomming

me eat spaghetti for breakfast

"nom-nom-nom"

UNTITILED...eat sugar and die

did you say something?

no?

i thought so too

move along











p/s: negativity will consume and kill you. even if you're alone, doesnt mean you can built walls and throw words that make you feel a bit human.

you're pathetic. nough said.

=D smile, makes it a bit better.

UNTITLED....an old friend

i got a phone call
the number wasnt save in my phone's memory
so i wasnt so sure to pick it up
normally i dont
but this time, i did

"Achot?" a girls voice at the end of the line.
"yup...."
"kenal tak sapa ni?"
"___m_h?"
"betul!"

its been ages since i heard about her
but i can recognize her voice
and only technic jb will call me that name

"wassup?" i asked
"can i see you?"
"are u in KL?"

for sure, she was in town

and we've meet up
along with my baby Isky, and my best fren Fatimah

and we talked
ever since she got married, it was all about her family and husband
she have put him first, and she concentrated on her marriage life

but i knew there was something that didnt sound right
she have come to KL, alone
and she talked about her husband all the time
on how she's here to buy him a present
on how busy he can be, that's y he's not with her

and one thing triggers to another

her husband was cheating on her, and she knows
her husband came clean
the girl confessed
and as crazy as it sounds
she forgive and, in a way, handled the situation by giving space and support to her husband, for him to think it thoroughly



man.....if it was me, i left that bugger's ass a long time ago


which reminds me the old days


back then i used to be in love with this guy
whom i thought have done great for me,
pick me up when i was at my lowest.
when nobody seem to be by my side, he was there
i loved him very much

but what i thought, if i look back, had harm me more than enough
yes, he raise his hand on me
used up all my money
love to tell whats good and whats bad for me
if i gone big, he would say that i'm fat and ugly
in fact, he would say that i am not beautiful at all
i would pick him up to go to college, supported his graduation things,
send him and pick him up from classes, buy him his toiletries
i even would starve to gave him the money to make him happy


oh yes, i was that foolish

and yes, when he raise his hand
i beat the crap out of him too

we were like this abusive couple
and got back together cos we loved each other too much
yeah, stupid as it sounds, the relationship lasted quite sometime


how it ended?

well, i do accept people for who they are
if you're sad, you think you're ugly, or you're making only a dime, a day
and if i say i love you,means i love u, i accept you for who you are

but it is totally insane
not right,not acceptable
when you have given it all
supported him
devoted to him

and he goes for another lady

believe me, leave his sorry ass

just pack ur bags and move on

it hurts,
boys it hurts

but to see that man with another girl
not appreciating for who u are
just let go


i have many guys who cheated on me when we're dating
4 of them if i'm not mistaken

what did i do?
i left them




but in my friend's case
she's marriage




damn
aint that hard.

Untitled... the love for children

“Children are the world's most valuable resource and its best hope for the future”

-John Fitzgerald Kennedy

UNTITLED....hairy aisyah

6 of the above, i have tried it....


wow

not bad.

UNTITLED....things were different

such a pity
when i view my very dear friends evolve into something that i cant recognise no more


use to be one of the beautiful beings on earth
have a beautiful heart
and a beautiful soul


and somewhere along the journey on this earth

my friend change
into something
that i couldnt even comment
and saddens me when i think about it

well i can say,
partially it was my fault too
i had forgotten my promise

i had promise to my friend that we stayed friends

but i couldn't keep that promise
as we distance each other 4 feet away each hour




now,
its been a year since i meet my friend



and i miss that portion of life that i used to have



things was different back then
i know,
you can never forgive me
i know
cause i didnt kept my promise




i'm sorry


thing's changed
i changed



and you didnt kept your end of the bargain either


so hey,
we're even


i guess


i'm happy as i see that you're doing fine
very fine
you had achive some of your dreams
and live your life now, according to what you want

i'm happy that you're happy now

and i wish you all the best

thus, please dont be sad as i didnt kept my promise
you should have known better that i did try
and i strive until it tear me apart
where else you seem to be happy, living the life you always wanted


and now i'm happy
and yes, again, i'd tell ya
i've changed
i am happy

so as a friend, please respect it
as i have respect you left me here to bleed
and kept a promise that never meant anything to u in the 1st place

so if you are my true friend
leave me as it is
and let me shine brightly
i have found the man of my dreams


and you left me to pursue yours

wish you all the best in life
and pray you'll find the happiness you've always wanted

Amin.

UNTITLED....make me feel human

'why do you do charity?'

do you really need a reason?

cos sometimes, you dont

thats the beauty of charity

and for all the reason in the world,

it is worth every second, penny and sweat.

even cooler when you share the same passion with others








bless all who supported charity
may your life will be filled with love, kindness and happiness
=D

UNTITLED...by far, the best one. by far

came to my desk
just to clean-up before going back
thought of bukak fb kejap

open
got 2 notification
read
"isky meow added 2 photos of you"

oh...ok
so i click

bamb...keluar gambar gajah

and i laugh
weirdly as it sounds
i just laugh















my work,
its been challenging lately
a lot of stuff to do
and there are new things that pop-up today
which makes me more 'ayoyoyoyoyoy' than 'yay'

but the best freaking thing is that
no matter how shitty my day can be
i have this one chubby,yummy cat,
whom i feel belong to,
whom i feel i'm loved by,
whom i feel so safe and at home


and never,
never fail to make me smile


even if he's ten trillion miles away from malaysia






sorry guys, but this guy is the best so far.
top notch. the best so far.