Thursday, May 31, 2012

UNTITLED...i cannot leave the past behind

tonight i'm gonna burry that horse in the ground
http://youtu.be/3JYeB82Ipbg
its always darkness before the dawn
"looking for heaven, found the devil in me"

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

UNTITLED...yes, the waiting begins

while waiting for the two german boys to have dinner with me at myelephant, i decided to drop by at butter tree cafe again.

dinner was suppose to be at 7pm, but when i call u-jean at 6.50, my call woke him up. yes, he was fast asleep -.-".
i like my friends to stay the way they are. good thing is that u-jean didnt change much. still likes to lepak and giggle through the phone. man he still calls me boss.
but not so good thing is that he still tend to be late. hahahahha...
if i was still his boss and he's late for work, i'll sure to get a bucket of hot water prepared, welcoming him to start the shift.huhuhuhu...

anyways, am now looking forward to see pier hung and u-jean again.
man, the last time i say these gay guys was when they came back fresh from germany.

wonder hows dinner gonna be like.

well, till then. adios amigos.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

UNTITLED.....mr meow

Harlo.

he gave me electric feel.
the best so far.

i'm madly in love.
even after 10 month. the loveliest man on earth.

or shall i say the cutest cat ever.

yum yum yummy

http://youtu.be/enrrbWOAFR4

yup, little electrocuted.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

UNTITLED....not furry at all.


Hi all,
above, is my current addiction. they are bloody brilliant.
dying devotion to them.
who?
Mogwai..
not the furry one.
its mogwai the band from glasgow.
i cant believe i missed out from this band. they started in 1991.
well, its never too late to be a fan...so i'm starting it now.

I AM LISTING THEM AMONG MY YUMMY MUFFIN LIST.

yum yum yum

Thursday, April 26, 2012

UNTITLED.....apa saya tahu, saya darah bercampur. tak tulen, tak pekat.

selalunya saya tak bercakap mengenai politik atau isu semasa berkaitan dengan negara.
bukan apa.
sebab saya sendiri pun jahil, tak tahu apa-apa.
memang cetek.

saya hidup dalam dunia saya sendiri,
saya ambil tahu cuma bila ia 'menganggu' kehidupan saya

saya bagi contoh
bila ada isu yang menyebabkan keluarga dan diri saya teramcam
sudah tentu, saya akan bertindak sebaik yang mungkin untuk tangani isu tersebut

sepanjang saya membesar
di kampung, di bandar,
di ceruk dalam negara, di luar negara,
saya banyak memerhati dan mengambil beberapa iktibar

tapi saya tidak lah sematang mana
akibat kesusahan, dan kesedihan,
saya percaya, ia menjadi 'guru' kepada perwatakan saya

dengan ini, saya ingin menyatakan kepada masyarakat:

'bernahkah anda betul-betul berjuang untuk negara?'

adakah kerana anda percaya akan satu ideologi, satu agenda,
menjadikan ia sebagai kesungguhan anda untuk menuntut hak anda

ya, saya tahu ia hak anda.
malah, saya percaya, hak anda sama tingkatnya dengan hak saya

tolonglah luaskan ilmu anda,
perluasan ilmu tersebut haruslah meliputi semua aspek.
bukan kepada satu subjek,
tapi kepada menyeluruh dan sangat teliti
ambil kira pemimpin nya, hala tuju nya dan masa depan nya

kata kamu seolah musuh kamu jelas
tapi bila ditanya, bagai lembu di tarik hidungnya

cuma ikut pada dasar,
mati lemas selepas menyelam

wahai bangsa ku, kamu mahu dijajah lagi?

sedih aku lihat kamu
sama sedih dengan air mata nenek ku semasa dia hidup dalam keadaan negara sibuk direbut kuasa, berperang dan kemusnahan

benarkah anda berjuang?
untuk negara?
untuk bangsa?
untuk agama?
untuk keluarga?


untuk pemimpin itu?


saya?
apa lah saya tahu, saya cuma budak hingusan yang tak tahu apa-apa

"fikir panjang guna akal. bukan otak yang bergolak, atau hati yang membuak"

anda sibuk 'berjuang', ada orang gembira minum teh sahaja.





Tuesday, April 24, 2012

UNTITLED...jom kita bau rumput



you wear your walking shoe and i will wear my summer dress

UNTITLED.....sila tanya empunya badan

wahai mereka yang suka bertanya dan sentiasa musykil akan kehidupan saya sebagai seorang artis (lap muka, dahi kasi tepuk),
kalau anda ada sebarang pertanyaan mengenai kehidupan Aisyah Mokhtar, sila lah jangan sengan silu bertanya kabar,call atau msg handphone saya.
Insyallah, saya akan entertain sebarang issue berkaitan dengan kehidupan saya sebagai artis ini.
Saya tidak mempunyai PA, manager atau representative yang akan menjawab soalan-soalan anda.
Request ini di minta supaya agar tiada fitnah atau sebarang kejadian yang tidak diingini berlaku.

1. Semenjak kejadian memfitnah saya mengandung, saya amatlah teliti dengan sebarang kabar-kabar berkaitan dengan diri saya.
2. Kalau anda nampak saya dengan budak kecil berjalan-jalan, jangan lah di membuat keputusan. Sila datang dan tegur saya. saya mampu untuk menyuruh anak kecil itu salam dengan anda.
3. siapa anak kecil yang dimaksudkan ini? pertama, saya ada Anggun Zara, berumur 2 tahun, anak kepada abang sulung saya. Dia juga baru mendapat adik baru, umur 1 bulan lebih, namanya Jelita Aisha. Kedua, buah hati intan payung saya, Isky, dan keluarganya, baru kehilangan salah satu ahli keluarga mereka minggu lepas. Arwah telah meninggalkan 2 anak lelaki yg masih kecil lagi berumur 5 dan 3 tahun. Mereka berdua telah pun saya anggap seperti anak kandung sendiri.
4. Berat badan saya adalah 68.9kg sekarang. Maka, ramai lah menegur kenapa la artis fofular ini debab sangat. Hai.....debab pun salah. aku ada ke makan makanan korang? payah nak layan org yg suka nak tanya lebih kenapa aku tambah berat badan. Bila di jawab aku kuat makan, ditanya lagi lebih-lebih.
5. Sebenarnya, asal aku menambah berat badan bermula semasa saya sakit kulit yang tragis teruknya. pakar kulit kpj damansara telah menyesorkan saya untuk makan ubat dan salah satunya adalah ubat steriod. Maka selera saya bertambah yang amat, dan kini susah sungguh untuk berhenti nafsu kuat makan saya.
6. tempat keja baru. sapa yang nak bertanya ttg tempat kerja baru saya, tolonglah tanya tuan empunya badan. tak yah lah nak tanya kawan sebab yang keja nye saye, bukan kawan saya.
7. saya sekarang berkerja dengan sebuah syarikat enterprise IT yang deal dengan barang-barang komunikasi, termasuklah Apple. Tapi bahagian enterprise sahaja. bukan retail atau public. ada beze cik kak oi. jangan salah faham.

maka dengan ini, saya harap, peminat-peminat setia saya yang kuat bercakap (dalam erti kata lain-mengumpat) bolehlah membaca dan menambah ilmu informasi berkenaan Aisyah Mokhtar aku marah gila tak ingat dunia, sebab aku baru dapat tahu satu issue yang sangat membuat aku kecik hati.
kenapalah ko tak tanya aku, kenapa harus ko tanya kawan ko/aku. kita berkawan yang baik, bukan kawan atas dasar stakat kenal gitu-gitu.

haih...sedih benor aku ko tak telefon tanya, tapi ko tanya dan 'bercakap' dgn kawan kita je. 
pusing-pusing, situ gak dunia kita. tak yah gi jauh-jauh. saya kat sini je.

harap kita ambil ikhtibar. saya tulis ni pun bukan nak menyalakan api, tapi untuk menerangkan situasi sekarang.
Kalau misalnya anda kecik hati saya tidak lagi banyak meluangkan masa berkawan, bukan itu juga yang saya mahu. kalau saya tak sibuk, sudah tentu saya luang kan masa untuk anda, kawan.

menjadi ibu angkat, teman hidup, kakak, adik, perkerja, anak, cucu, ahli kebajikan dan sahabat sangat susah kalau serentak. anda cuba kalau nak merasa.
sangat sedih dan sayu kalau orang yang kita anggap kawan boleh bertindak sedemikian rupa.

Saya amat harap dan berdoa agar dihindari anasir negative dan minta diberkati. Harap kawan-kawan saya benar-benar berkawan dengan saya penuh ikhlas seperti mana saya berkawan dengan mereka. Saya tidak pernah berharap pembalasan. mmg saya penuh niat berkawan. ini mungkin sebabnya saya sedih dan menulis entry blog ini.

sekian, terima kasih.






majulah sukan untuk negara!

Thursday, April 19, 2012

UNTITLED....mathai the hotness



va va voom. terbaik!

UNTITLED....greeting from my new office broadband

Harlo. its my 3rd day working at the new office.

1. on my 1st day, my eyes were tearful due to the oil-paint job of the office.
2. my boss attire is simply fabulous. She wore the most nicest jackets, heels and accessories. admire her fashion sense.
3. thus, following her footsteps, yesterday and today, i wore my old office/lepak cloth. dug up my closet =D i am so very happy, for that i can now 'bergaya' going to work.
4. it is not compulsory for me to wear make-up and heels. thus, i only use eyeliner and flats. yay!
5. she offered me the marketing and admin job, and i took it. the first day i came to work, she look at me and said 'you are the admin and office manager cum a bit of marketing...is that ok?'
6.i said yes to the question above cos babe, seriously, admin and office gila bapak senang keja babe. compare to my previous working, multitasking is a specialty already =D
7. so, i know its a bit too early for me to say this, but so far, i like my new work.
8. I am truly grateful to Allah for giving me this opportunity. sometimes i cried and pray to the Almighty to give me more 'ups' than 'downs' in life. I believe that everything has a balance and life is really like a wheel.
9. Thus, I pray further, and always, to be blessed with a simple life of family, love, work and friends.
10. Not the richest, not the happiest, not the greatest life. but a simple, balance, well and healthy life. For me and to all whom surround me.

Al-fatihah and praying thoughts to my friend whom recent past away, Cindy Najwa Shah. Lots of love to Arwah's husband, kids and family.

Lots of love and thoughts of better health for Dave Liew's mother. May auntie feel and get better everyday.















when you have been to the hardest point in your life, you tend to be stronger and better....most of all, grateful about everything.


believe me, i know.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

UNTITLED...my last day working at 1MK

12.04.2012 Thursday

It is my last day working at 1MK
honestly, if it wasnt for the better job offer, i wouldnt have make my move

Last day:
1. record my last announcement at the mall
2. took a picture of the screen, finally (Thanks ann)
3. ann treat me to a jamoca almond fudge at BR today. (Thanks again Ann)
4. Chloe treat me to BJB, all berry bang. I lap u Chloe. muacs.
5. Bought 5 brownies at CCC, 1 for nisa, two for my baby and 2 for me. nom nom nom
6. Handover to the new CS Fifi. Turns out she a very good friend to a good friend of my bb.
7. did all the remaining work. now can leave dgn senang hati.
8. deleted my 226 songs in my music file.
9. dunno if i want my speakers back as the concierge are using it
10. writing my last blog on this office computer.

i'm alone in the office now. looking around, i miss the moment. i ran through some old files that i have. all those old office pictures i save. it makes me smile.

honestly, if its not the better job offer that i got, i wouldnt go.

well, i guess, everything have to change for the better.

i hope mine, gonna be a good one.

oh well.

Apple, here i me roar.

Friday, March 30, 2012

UNTITLED....huh?

sedar tak sedar dah bulan tiga tahun 2012.

gila ah

mmg tak sedar. lip-lap-lip-lap, minggu depan bulan empat

3 years ago i was still in starbucks
2 years ago my heart got rip-off

another 4 more month,and its gonna be one year that i started to date the cutest, most adorable cat ever.

this morning i sat on my bed, smiling at the cupboard, thinking how cute he can be.

"baby, your birthday present came early, through the mail", he said.
while handing me an evenlope.

"open it, its yours..."
"no i dont want, its your name", i said pointing out the name.
"haiya, its yours la...its the tickets"

i open it and the VGL tickets were inside.


Yay!


Video Games Liveeeeeeeeeeee...oh yeahhhhh =D


p/s: baby, i lap uuuuuu....

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Thursday, March 15, 2012

UNTITLED...fb, twitter and tumblr

my friend msg me thru fb,
'ada twitter tak?'
i replied
'got but never active'





...then i open my tumblr, i got 80 people folowing me in tumblr. only 6% i know, the rest are all strangers from the outer realm of my world.

not bad eh.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

UNTITLED...there is still hope for mother nature



there is still hope.

me liky animals <3

Thursday, January 19, 2012

UNTITLED....my dad use to say

my late dad use to say

"you are, what you belive in"

and he always ask me

"tell me what/who are you?"

and i replied

"unique"

and he ask me where do i know that word and what is unique

i said i learnt it from asia bagus and najib kept telling that thier are looking for someone unique

so i want to be 'that' person

i want to be unique















and my dad just smile

(a true story, i was only 6 back then)

=D i still belive i am until now

Monday, January 16, 2012

UNTITLED...ayuh bercinta sampai ke tua

if you wish to grow old and still be in love with your partner,
then watch this
http://youtu.be/DR6j-L_v1i8
the cutest thing ever

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

UNTITLED...megan who?


told you she was hot.
and she still is.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

UNTITLED....when u look back

2 years ago, we were part of something special...

and yup, we still are...

thanks for coming you guys.
najee for at least coming although he forgotten it -.-" and spare a lil moment to lepak
abel whom i beg to leave his books,spare 2 hours lepak with us, as his finals was just around the corner
adlan whom came straight after work and his mom called me as she was worried the 'naughty lil boy' didnt pick up his mama's call
lavin whom got 'kebas bontot' riding his bike from usj to mk
jk whom came earlier and never miss the chance to gobble lamb burger
kitin whom came late becoz she was busy jogging and lost track of time (kitin jogs?)
dila whom was among the last to reply my msg but was the most enthusiastic wanting to go and have good old lamb burger
and of course my baby isky....

...whom always be by my side
i know how much you hate people celebrating ur birthday, but i didnt intend to, it just so happen that it was at the right time and place

Happy Birthday my baby
may all your hopes and dreams come true
and all the happiness and blessings to you
<3

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

UNTITLED...opening to my new year

before i tend to be a forgetful granma
i would like to wish all the readers (i dunno whos reading this)
Happy New Year!

today i open msn news to read
and honestly, when it comes to gossip and celebrity,
i would normally just buat bodoh

but this time its different

it makes me click on the news to find out more

yup, its about kathy and brand

(bet u guys think i'm all girly wirly)

well, actually, i love to see any couple being in love
especially the special power couples

i like mr and mrs genne simmons, i like family guy (does that count?) i like juliana and bill, Dr M and asmah and many more.

and this split up, for the 1st time, makes me sad =(



i thought they were great together

but then again, who am i to judge, they probably need the split more than the eyes of the public can see it.







which brings me to today

today is the 4th of January 2012

6 month i have been with isky
6 solid month
i have been dating and seeing my yum yum yummy isky

and God, i am truly grateful

the patients, understanding, his views, his courage, his hearts, his love


everything about him is so amazing. i dunno how to describe it


i have been in and out of relationship so many times. not to mention numerous datings and set up before. to make things worst, i thought i had the best freaking love relationship and after breaking up, i had the believe that nothing can top that up.

and boy was i wrong.

i'm glad i ask you out for dinner and movie (although intentionally it wasnt for me)








the best,
yup, by far, the best ever




(the half year review is coming-up...hahahhahahaha....i hope i perform exceed than expectation on your side. I love you baby)