Untitled...hair and sister

Ok. so my sister yesterday embark on a new journey, on foreign soil, to become a doctor. all the best to my sis n I hope that all her wishes come true. On the other hand, I'm looking at my recent pictures and realise that my style have gone backwards. my fringe have been cut shorter and it looks like the old lady from the 60's. well, me boss dig and love my dresses and she ask me to wear it more often to the office. I love it too, but the problem is, its really hard to find a dress which is below the knee length. Its either down until the floor, or as high as 2 inches above knee. tell me now, mana mahu cari kedai jual dress 60's? the last time i bought it was at mk's flea market, of pre-love and vintage section. sigh....well, i dont mind cos its cost saving and its environmental friendly. but its hard to find. watodo. well, hope who's reading this would also consider pre-historic treasures like me. its not that we cant affort new things, but we love oldies=D aight? support old-vintage-pre love goods.

UNTITLED...mimpi hitam putih

can i tell u a secret.about a dream i had today.i woke wondering how come.pondering in my mind why it played. it was a story about me having a journey. walking blocks, by blocks. then i meet up with a very familiar face. she came and introduce me to my old love. he smile and had hope in his eyes. he hug me and i felt his heart beating with happiness. then suddenly he rushed out. took his bags and my fren followed him from behind. as much as I was surprise and puzzled by his actions, my friend looked at me in the distance indicating that she was also surprise. I look to my right. From the corner my cat came in, smiling. He had the most beautiful smile. I kissed him and we hold hand. Then I heard a voice saying. ‘he (ex love) loves you, but he will never be in between the two of you’. I woke up. Thinking. Then I said to myself. What a stupid dream for making me think about my ex and saying that he left me for me to be happy with my current love. The fuck is wrong with this dream. If my ex loved me so much he would have let me go, being fuck up selfish and left me alone to cry my heart out. I meet isky about 2 years after we break up. The fuck took you two years to not do anything. Fuck up dream. Stupid mind and foolish heart. Then I realise that the dream makes me happy and grateful to have my baby isky by my side. Hah, thank you dream. As angry as I am, and confuse as I could be, it turns out you’re a good dream after all. The end.

Cat dating Cat

guess who's dating Kat Von D? =D

UNTITLED...a very bust bee

buzz buzz buzz buzzy bee. me the very buzzy bee. me the very happy buzzy bee.

mew-mew-mew

i got a cat. he's so cute. he's so chubby. i like his tummy. he scretches, and sometimes ask for you to screah his back. sometimes he sleep with his mouth open, and you can see his tounge hangin out. he must be thirsty. he snuggles with you. he sleeps for hours. purrss and kiss you. and show you how much he loves you just by looking at you. he gets annoy if you start dressing him out. easily distracted. loves box. gets excited when you wanna play with him. loves food, ultimately. i am so happy that i got a cat =D

UNTITLED...tangkap leleh.

serious, aku nangis nengok bendaalah ni. kalau hang pa tak sentuh hati, serious, hang pa ada wayar loose kat hati.

UNTITLED...my raya bonus

many knows that i have issue with maybank. yup, they finally realise that my name is not the same as my ic. wtf rite? well watever. anyways, my boss, i love her so much. she gave me raya bonus to add up with my salary, in cash. she said its my duit raya. i looked at her and nearly cry. she said she knows i had work hard and would never ask for anything in return. yup, i would never ask. i'm just greatful to get my salary. i wanna top-up money for my sister to buy her a new hp, i wanna buy a new board game so my family can play during raya. i wana pay my friends the money i owe for them making cookies and manik raya. wana belanja my best fren pai, a treat for her bday. and many more. then i stop and think. (which i always do). i remember the hard times whereby i dont have money to eat or pay my rent. i cant effort to pump petrol in my car to go to work. i cant effort to give extra money to my mom or my granma. man, those times were hard. my salary was only rm1.5k, living in kl. back then my ex use to say, apa u buat ngan gaji u, sikit-sikit tak cukup. dah la rm1.5k. u ingat senang ke nak dapat duit cam tu. yup, i wish to just punch the bejesus out of him. but i remain quite. until he graduated, then he had to earn. he was earning rm1.8k, and switch job 3 month later to 2k. and you know what he said. he said that his salary wasnt enough. he can barely survive. baru dia tahu langit tinggi rendah. Well, i'm 27 and I am very positive in my life, i believe. I dont easily get mad for no reason. I'm easy to pleased and greate full for so many things. I tend to be very quite at times and only speak when its needed. For all of you out there whose reading this, thank you for making me like this. I am truly humble for what you have given me, either smile of tears. (change mode) guess what ladies, i went shopping. yippy ya yay?

(p/s: its just a bag, nothing in it.wink-wink) oh ya, after 5 month waiting. I finally got my seruling. YAY!

UNTITLED....miami or ny

was watching ny ink last night and dang, is ami hot or not. dang, he's hot h.o.t.t hot

UNTITLED...sirap dan madu?

still in love with this song. still.

UNTITLED...u lap me, me lap u back.

there's nothing left not to love about me.
so love me.
why dont you love me.
love me.
tell me why
why
why
ke-pa-sa

hahahhahahha

UNTITLED...to ask, or not to ask. that is the question.

Why do you love me?
he finally ask the question. Me looking at him, I was quite stund. he never ask this question before. after more than 1 year of dating, he finally ask me that question.
Huh? why you ask? you never ask. the one who always come out with that questions are always me, not you. why you ask?
I dunno. I'm just bored. saje suka-suka. huhuhu
i look at him. and continue to play carcasson. he continue flipping his phone.
then, me being me. i started singing a song.
'your yummy hair makes me......'
'your ear makes me....'
'your pipi makes me....'
'your shoulder makes me....'
'your neck makes me...'
and it continues.....
he just giggle at my dorky song. a song i came up with at that moment. and i dunno why.
when he smile, he giggles, he laughs, it makes me happy. i like it when he thinks i'm funny when i'm not trying to be.
no reasons at all to love somebody. i learnt it from him. he doesnt have a reason when i ask him.

UNTITLED....pu-pu for thought

To have the ability to be able to held your pu-pu for 30 minutes in a meeting, i believe, deserve an award.
Thus, i shall buy meself a nice 1 scoop of pralines and caramel today, or maybe jamoca fudge. i'll see how later.



On the other hand, Friday is always a sad day for me. 99.9% people i know love friday cos its the end of the week and weekend is just around the corner.

wonder why Friday's been giving me the blues. well, the ones who is closest to me, most close, closest of all closest, would know. or atleast should know.

tralalallalalalalalalla.....















(friday is when isky went for 2 classes of his gym and left me alone eating ice cream. bleah, i hate fridays)

UNTITLED....3 perkataan

scared.honest.funny.

i am scared of zombies, honestly. and its not funny.

UNTITLED....aku menyesal makan nasi goreng cendawan

serious, now i am dang sleepy.

not that i am complaning, no.
i can sleep in the office if i want too.
my boss is out, i can literally slept on the floor n make myself comfortable.

but,
i don wan

y?
cos i blame the nasi i eat just now

-.-


wahai setan, jgnlah suka duduk kat kelopak mata aku.
dari tadika, sekolah rendah, menengah, kolej sampai ke tmpt keja,
kej aku nak tido je....haih

UNTITLED...antu's take on life lately

lately:
1. I just got the worst flue last tuesday. i was sick like hell, couldnt get out off bed. and mc for a day.
2. until today, i still have a nose that does all the running.
3. my work have been so far so good. yes, working and dealing with IT related product, majoring in Apple. wink-wink, no discount. thanks.
4. i prayed to the Almighty so many things to happen. not a dream list sort of thing, but more to hoping that people around me deserve whats coming for them. Happiness to those who's beautiful inside and doing goods for others. Where else, for those who is opposite, well you know what will happen to bad'ys.
5. meet up a few frens for the past month. good feeling =D
6. nenek and ma came to visit on saturday. a very good family time oso.
7. wnet to ipoh with didi and isky. help the guys to raise fund for a beautiful baby.
8. if you are reading this, please might as well read about princess Leah. she is in need of your support and contribution.
9. thank u didi for sticking up with me and my activities. she got a taste of what is like to try to raise fund. i'm proud of her.
10. and to my yummy, lovely, beautiful, wonderful (i know u all gonna vomit) the cutest cat alive, my baby isky - thank so much for driving me to ipoh and being the sweetest bf ever known to human race. I love you very much.

UNTITLED...i cannot leave the past behind

tonight i'm gonna burry that horse in the ground
http://youtu.be/3JYeB82Ipbg
its always darkness before the dawn

"looking for heaven, found the devil in me"

UNTITLED...yes, the waiting begins

while waiting for the two german boys to have dinner with me at myelephant, i decided to drop by at butter tree cafe again.

dinner was suppose to be at 7pm, but when i call u-jean at 6.50, my call woke him up. yes, he was fast asleep -.-".
i like my friends to stay the way they are. good thing is that u-jean didnt change much. still likes to lepak and giggle through the phone. man he still calls me boss.
but not so good thing is that he still tend to be late. hahahahha...
if i was still his boss and he's late for work, i'll sure to get a bucket of hot water prepared, welcoming him to start the shift.huhuhuhu...

anyways, am now looking forward to see pier hung and u-jean again.
man, the last time i say these gay guys was when they came back fresh from germany.

wonder hows dinner gonna be like.

well, till then. adios amigos.

UNTITLED.....mr meow

Harlo.

he gave me electric feel.
the best so far.

i'm madly in love.
even after 10 month. the loveliest man on earth.

or shall i say the cutest cat ever.

yum yum yummy

http://youtu.be/enrrbWOAFR4

yup, little electrocuted.

UNTITLED....not furry at all.

Hi all,
above, is my current addiction. they are bloody brilliant.
dying devotion to them.
who?
Mogwai..
not the furry one.
its mogwai the band from glasgow.
i cant believe i missed out from this band. they started in 1991.
well, its never too late to be a fan...so i'm starting it now.

I AM LISTING THEM AMONG MY YUMMY MUFFIN LIST.

yum yum yum

UNTITLED.....apa saya tahu, saya darah bercampur. tak tulen, tak pekat.

selalunya saya tak bercakap mengenai politik atau isu semasa berkaitan dengan negara.
bukan apa.
sebab saya sendiri pun jahil, tak tahu apa-apa.
memang cetek.

saya hidup dalam dunia saya sendiri,
saya ambil tahu cuma bila ia 'menganggu' kehidupan saya

saya bagi contoh
bila ada isu yang menyebabkan keluarga dan diri saya teramcam
sudah tentu, saya akan bertindak sebaik yang mungkin untuk tangani isu tersebut

sepanjang saya membesar
di kampung, di bandar,
di ceruk dalam negara, di luar negara,
saya banyak memerhati dan mengambil beberapa iktibar

tapi saya tidak lah sematang mana
akibat kesusahan, dan kesedihan,
saya percaya, ia menjadi 'guru' kepada perwatakan saya

dengan ini, saya ingin menyatakan kepada masyarakat:

'bernahkah anda betul-betul berjuang untuk negara?'

adakah kerana anda percaya akan satu ideologi, satu agenda,
menjadikan ia sebagai kesungguhan anda untuk menuntut hak anda

ya, saya tahu ia hak anda.
malah, saya percaya, hak anda sama tingkatnya dengan hak saya

tolonglah luaskan ilmu anda,
perluasan ilmu tersebut haruslah meliputi semua aspek.
bukan kepada satu subjek,
tapi kepada menyeluruh dan sangat teliti
ambil kira pemimpin nya, hala tuju nya dan masa depan nya

kata kamu seolah musuh kamu jelas
tapi bila ditanya, bagai lembu di tarik hidungnya

cuma ikut pada dasar,
mati lemas selepas menyelam

wahai bangsa ku, kamu mahu dijajah lagi?

sedih aku lihat kamu
sama sedih dengan air mata nenek ku semasa dia hidup dalam keadaan negara sibuk direbut kuasa, berperang dan kemusnahan

benarkah anda berjuang?
untuk negara?
untuk bangsa?
untuk agama?
untuk keluarga?


untuk pemimpin itu?


saya?
apa lah saya tahu, saya cuma budak hingusan yang tak tahu apa-apa

"fikir panjang guna akal. bukan otak yang bergolak, atau hati yang membuak"

anda sibuk 'berjuang', ada orang gembira minum teh sahaja.