UNTITLED...not to sleep

i choose
not to sleep
y
dunno..
just for fun
so
tell me a bit about me self
yup yup yup
we all wanna know
well
i'm into music
photography
poems
art
and the whole bunch lots
me liky jazz
yum yum yum
me thinks
sade
miss hill
duffy
and numerious other 'music goddess'
are the bomb
kaboommmmmmmmm
yummy guys
jt
rob thomas
stone sour guy
mr flower from killers
and all the monkeys with gifted music talents
are the ultimate
me only holiday gateway
is by the beach
no beach
no holiday
yup yup yup
me misses him
very much
status?
dunno wat to say
but we love each other
thats for sure
me very much into, deeply, eating
chocolate covered hazelnut
just now had also
it God's gift we shud enjoy
me believe in other side
yup yup yup
me have to
me frens are all various walks of life
but me believe
true frens are the one who stayed with u longer
and u meet them up
go yam cha
at least 3 month one time
me believe in marriage
but me dunt believe that men can commit to it
terkejut?
then ask ur self
u ready?
if not
it'll be forever
me believe that no matter what situation
ur family is the 1st
no matter how unperfect it will be
believe me
family is 1st
me got a crazy mom
a bomb nenek
2 irritating brother
3 so different from each other sister
and yet
me cant leave them alone
me tried
but cant
me have to stay with them
so
get aisyah
get the whole circus
aight?
me best fren is fatimah
me misses her
very much
sound weird,
nop
its frens
u dun understand
then u dun have frens
u marry me
get fatimah oso
hohohoho
well
its wtf 6am in the morning
me better sleep
or else
panda bear will come to work tommorow
throwing tantrums at all the lil ponys at work
in a magical land far away
ruled by a coffee kingdom
ayoyoyoyo...
me need sleep already
nity nite

and see u in kapasland love

UNTITLED...being sick in the mind

the docs told me i'm having that stupid eating disorder...
the bolimia shit whateva u call it
the thing is
me?
the girl who like to eat?
come on...
this girl eats alot
name it man...
tako tao
raju
kam kee
little penang
nasi lemak babi
223
name it...
i'll go there and eat
but eating diorder?
yup...i have it
they trying to find the cause
or
they already found it...
its just uncertain
they say its work
i work to much
hmmm
work is the only thing i have
u take that away
then i dun have anything
really nothing
except me stomach
now
they also wanna take away that
sigh...
i guess its about time
time to find another passion
not work
not eating
but something
sigh....