UNTITLED...cute couple

jelessssnyeeeeeeee.....

i wan aso....



any takers out there?

another caleb would be nice
hohoho...

UNTITLED...i choose to

i choose to hate mondays

and i can choose not to

but still,

i choose to hate mondays











I hate mondays!


practise...hush hush
the only medication for my insomia
=)

UNTITLED...my wish came true

......rock & roll, hey.....dont you know, baby.....we are alone now...gimme something to sing about....

<3

19oct bukit jalil


rawkssss.....

UNTITLED...3 days of zombified

lack of sleep
tons of work
so many things
between family and friends
being a walking, ageing girl

i slept with my day's clothes still, yesterday night
just a sign to show that i was really dang tired

as i got into my car just now
i pulled off my shoes
i felt heaven
as i stretch my toes
and feel the blood rushing back to my nails

and drove slowly
some sort of aimlessly
but the destination was home

and as i parked my car
red fm was playing this song



i listen to the song closely
the words just went through my head
i close my eyes and just sat there
throughout the song

i look out into the sky
the moon was shining full
over a tree of branches
no leaf,
and the sky had no stars
was just the moon

and i smile

i really did

nothing was on my mind
it was empty
my heart was in zero passion

and yet
that moment
with that song
and that view

i just smiled

a moment of feeling that i Cherish, among others

the right moment,
the right timing,
the right mood,
the right song.

and all i did was smile



so tell me,
when was the last time you felt like that?

i thought so too



*alive*

=)

UNTITLED...dey dey dey, wake up la....

'madonna...?'

'huh?' *puzzled face*

'this song, thats playing...' *eyes pointing around the room*

'ohh...its gwen steffani...no doubt...a long time ago punya song...around 'my time''

'ohhh...ok...is it ur playlist? owh wait....its hers right?' *pointing to my fwen*

'ya...its hers....but she has good selection of songs though'

'ya...'










ayoyoyoyoyo.......

*blushed*

he actually talked to me....and he took notice of me singing to the song....

*slap* wake up aisyah....he's out of ur league

i felt like a junior in high school having a crush on a senior
and when that senior tend to talk to you,
you'll get all gibberish and dunno what to do

*blushed*

ayoyoyoyoyo......

*slap* wake up la wei....

-_-" i getting too old for these sort of crush, dont ya think?
i thought so too

watodo

*slap*

UNTITLED...to who ever is out there

i'll wouldnt want to change anything about u
and you
just take me the way i am



















i am trying to fly again....
if you are out there...help me
cos i really wanna start trying again


i miss the feeling 'belong to'
you can help me find it
who ever you are
mr stranger

=)





1 more month till execution
Langkawi's calling my name

*smiles*

UNTITLED...muffin

apasala mamat ni ade suara gini

yum yummmy yum yum muffin

if i find one guy with his talent in music plus with a killer voice,
i'll sure kidnapp him and keep him in my basement
all for myself

hohohoho

and if he stops singing, i'll just poke him





kings of leon rawksssssssssssssss

*love*

UNTITLED...i refuse to back down

if you have seen a girl

walking in the rain

sometimes skipping

and then dancing

while nodding her head

and her hand spreads wide

then you'd say to yourself

'gila punya budak...'

or

'ape hal pulak budak ni...'

right?


but did u notice the soaking wet headphone that warps her head

with her smiles
and her eyes filled with life


then maybe you'd understand

=)







yesterday,
as i walked trillion steps away from the cafe, i notice that,there wasnt any umbrella in my hand
looking at the rain
i said '...bantai...'
so i walked

and at that right moment
the right time

this song was playing

Rain-Mika


















imagine how i dance in the rain


and how i felt alive
=)

When you made it rain...
You made it rain...

try it...i recommend you....play under the soft soaking rain, with this song....u'll be tip-toe'ing....kalah high school musical....hohoho...


A.L.I.V.E!!!

UNTITLED...malam Jumaat

i've dreamt about u last night....

UNTITLED....a bebel dinner

my lil brother came and visit me today
bukak posa sama-sama
its been long since we had a talk
the last time we've meet was i think was about 2 month ago

he looked at me in sadness
and said

'i dunt think i'm goin to be with _______'
?
'i use to like her so much, but now, after she turned me down, i just cant. and i've tried, so badly, and its been months already'

i look at him and just said nothing

he continues to tell how the relationship was at the peak, how he confess his feeling towards her, but only to be crashing down the hill in the end

and the thing was, he did a 'thing' which was suppose to make a girl go '...auwww, that is so scweeeettttt...'

the story goes

it was his birthday
she was admitted in hospital to undergo an operation the next day
he wanted to come and visit her, they planned to celebrate it, although in was inside the hospital itself
he came to his car, only to find that he has a flat tyre
he calls her up, saying that judging from that, they have to change plans
there were only silence at the end of the phone
he knows that she was sad

and what he did
he walked to the nearest shopping mall
literally, he walked

he walked to the curve
bought a teddy bear and cake
took a cab to the nearest lrt station
got in the train
off at the platform
into a cab again
and arrive at the hospital, 4 hours later

she was surprise
her frens was stunned
the teddy bear was hanging out of his bag pack
gave it to her
eat the cake together
usap her forehead
and tuck her into bed

when this was happening,
he soooooo wanted to confess his feelings towards her
but he felt that this wasnt the right moment
she's in pain, and he's afraid that if he said something
might pulled her down

but he got everything planned already

'when its over, there's a card inside the box for you. dont read it now, and dont read it in front of your frens.....read it when you are really free'

he waited patiently
maybe for a text or call

and days goes by, in silence

ring-ring
=)

she said that she read the card, only after she was dismiss from the hospital, at the comfort of her home

and then she explain

=(

'and that is why i dont think i'm going to be with her no more....'

hmmm....i didnt say much

i was like....*speechless*

i didnt feel anything though

no sadness for him,
no angry for her

i was just plain listening


'but guess what, now _______ (his ex of 6 years ago) and me, maybe, are going back together...'


-__-"

now i know why i was immune to love stories.....

cinta adalah satu nikmat
dimana manusia perlu beringat
bukan untuk dijual
mahupun untuk dikhianat

sayang sama sekali manusia sekarang bosan semua
tak tahu makna,
tak tahu harga,
lalu akhirnya,
buta cinta

for those who deny your love, you're just stupid
for those who dunno your love,
lets just says you're a moron



me?
i'm still in love
even though there's nothing left for me on the other side

now thats plain naive

watodo...hohohoo...

cant blame me for being 'me' rite?

UNTITLED....forgive, but never forget

"....we did grow old together..."

*image of old self holding hands appears*

"....but you must have forgotten it..."

when i saw the old couple walking by, side by side, holding hands
i cried

yes,
i had tears in my eye






it was beautiful....
it must have been wonderful...

to have that feeling, or that memory

even if its was just a dream






i watched Inception just now, n i love it
my fren says its mindf*cking movie...hohoho

i say

its a 'beautiful' movie
=)



yes i know i'm weird
but i cant help myself
its very meaningful
and very dearly to me


watch it, i recommend u guys =)


a dream,within a dream
sounds familiar to me
actually,
sounds very 'related' to me


wink-wink
*sob* *sob*
smilessss

UNTITLED.....esok posa,yay yay

i'm being a kid
and yes
i'm excited
why?
esok puasa
?
huhuuhuhu....
more reason to be happy
merry
and play fireworks at nite

rite now,
i'm in banting
with all
and i'm grateful

and always be

=)

i guess i wasnt broken,
just a bit bitter


yup,
bitter yet sweet



happy Ramadhan to all
and remember, you can only feel the celebration when u choose to
and for me, dunno why,
i 'feel' it,
like my spirit lifted high
and excited has days will come by


and when syawal comes after, i got to see yummy men in baju melayu
what more do i want

hohohoohohoho


-_-"

UNTITLED...hari senin

monday oh monday
seriously,
i know its sounds stereotype
but i hate mondays

i have the worst with mondays

last week monday i cried

and today i'm zombified

one thing about today's monday is that

this song was ringing in my head



but some how i kinda enjoy it on replay

dunno why

"pour my life into a papercup,
the ashtray full and im spilling my guts
He wants to know am i still a slut,
i gotta take it on the other side"

UNTITLED...if you're aint got 'soul', really.....u aint got nothin

'babe, i wanna ask u one question'
'yup, waddup?'
'how u sound like that huh?'
? *me, giving the confuse look*
'i mean,how u sound like 'that'?'
'like what?'
'u know...like u got that 'vibe'
'u mean...like soul, like that ka?'
'kot...dunno, i dunno how to describe it, maybe its the tone of your voice kot'
'well...everybody got tone....'
'yup i know, but some people got that 'thing'....u know, that magnet vibe sort of thing'
'i think what u mean is 'soul'
'soul'?
'yup, soul'


and i started giving my opinions to him



i actually dunno how to explain it,
but seriously, u can feel the 'soul' in certain people, and music

and to me,
honestly speaking

people who got soul usually because of their history/background
they channel their emotion through music

whether its soul, r&b, hard core metal, or jazz

when a singer sings
a musician plays
and a song are made,

as long as it got that 'thing' i called 'soul'

believe me, it is soul



educate yourself on songs and its history
read up about your favourite singer, what makes them, them

that is what i do

*aisyah reads?*

yup, autobiography books
and also google it up =P


like i always say
"if you aint got soul, u aint got soul honey"





p/s: this also applies on poetry, aight?

UNTITLED....u can eat your pants now

for those who talk shit on tonight's concert,

eat sugar and die




now i can officially say that i've been to a rock concert
not a gig
not a performance

but a rock concert
pure american style rock concert




and it was bloody awesome <3






*what did u say again*
shut the fuck up if you dunno what it feels like













i felt 'alive'
=P

UNTITLED...hi there, i didnt mean to

i've read ur blog

and its suddenly hits me
and i got the clear picture

shit...
i didnt mean to

honestly
i must have sent the wrong smoke signals

and seriouly honest to the max
i didnt mean to


i apologies
u blogged that post for quite awhile

and i've just pop by to read it, and came across that



i'm sorry

i didnt realise it
i didnt notice it

in fact
i have no clue at all












why didnt you tell me

that u have fallen for me

so at least i can explain
or least just make u stay






and after that blog u still keep it cool

so what now?
i also dunno
i am speechless



and for a very long time
i am speechless




i'm sorry


friends? <---aisyah buat muncung with puppy eyes offering durians for forgiveness


*u just smiled didnt u*

=P

UNTITLED...i wanna free fall out into nothin

She's a good girl, loves her mama
Loves Jesus and America too
She's a good girl, crazy 'bout Elvis
Loves horses and her boyfriend too

It's a long day livin' in Reseda
There's a freeway runnin' through the yard
And I'm a bad boy, 'cause I don't even miss her
I'm a bad boy for breakin' her heart

And I'm free, I'm free fallin'

All the vampires walkin' through the valley
Move west down Ventura Blvd
And all the bad boys are standing in the shadows
All the good girls are home with broken hearts

And I'm free, I'm free fallin'

I wanna glide down over Mulholland
I wanna write her name in the sky
I wanna free fall out into nothin'
Gonna leave this world for awhile

And I'm free, I'm free fallin'





and they say she was free
free fallin
into nothin

and nothin sounds good
for the time being

UNTITLED...a piece of property to be own

guy a says i was rare

guy b said i was a jewel

guy c claimed i was addictive

guy d stated i was toxic

guy e blog i was unique

guy f annouce i was cute

and the list goes onnnnnnnnn.....

me...i told them off, saying they were crazy


but then again,
i like the statement 'she's toxic'

make me sound dangerous

-_-"

hohohohoohho....

wink-wink

cookie?
i though so too =)







oh ya...
updates on me...
i'm going back to school
hush-hush for those who knows =)