UNTITLED...things are just meant to be quiet

hi, yup i know
its been a long time since i wrote anything
a bit too much time i guess
spora and fungus are growing they say

hmmm
what is it to talk about

havent quite actually have anything to say
or write

or better yet,
just to babble

any random subject?
nope, unfortunately no

right now i'm waiting for someone to pick me up

yes, u know who

yup here we go again
aisyah yg gelabah nak bebel pasal pakwe dia lagi

nope,
no i'm not gonna
but i did mention him above

i dunno what to say

kinda....
random for me to write atas angin

and yet you all are still reading this

wait,
what i was talking about just now

weird,
i didnt blog anything edu enough

hold on,
its a blog,
my blog, so i can chat what ever i want

but tell me
why are u reading this again?
and why am i writing this post up?

hmmm weird
my head is in the clouds
and my heart is in heaven
my mind goed somewhere deep
and my brain just burst into fire

wow

u're still reading this




thanks babe

UNTITLED...kalau aku ada duit extra

if i have the extra money




but i dont =(




*tolak meja mengamuk*

UNTITLED....i think you're cute

*she said no more*

UNTITLED....kabare

updates:
1.find girls with short hair are freaking hot
2.added up a new scent to my favourites...its call 'bau kucing'
3.am not going to incubus, but looking forward to welcome a good fren back to KL
4.thinks that its time i should slim down.
5.have make an oath to wear ballerinas,flats and flip-flops...only in certain cases to wear heels....but likely would not still.
6.had her oatmeal chocolate drink for breakfast yesterday....wow...
7.love shuffling?
8.2-days-old beard are the 'in' thing now
9.somehow the 'cakap baku bahasa melayu' switch have flip on...i'm going full speed

10.feels that everyone are being fooled, stupidly into the Bersih thing

why? open your eyes....you guys are so misguided and misdirected.

Malaysia is facing a money scam, whereby there are millions of RM5 floating around without the record of Bank Negara...thats freaking serious, freaking serious, i tell you

and yet, otak cetek korang tahu nak gaduh, tak puas hati, marah-marah, melulu tak tentu pasal, bangang konon nak berjuang

SEBELUM KAMU BERTANYA APA NEGARA SUDAH BERJASA PADA KAMU, KAMU KENA TANYA DIRI SENDIRI, APA YANG KAMU LAKUKAN UNTUK NEGARA


bukak la mata babe....aku yang sengal ni pun tahu fikir

sekian, aku tepuk tangan nengok kawan-kawan gaduh sesama sendiri....yang cipta rusuhan dan skandal, duduk tepi minum teh

*tepuk dahi*


p/s: aku tak puas hati sebab aku tak dapat g pavillion masa rusuhan berlaku...tu aje -.-"

UNTITLED....hanya memuji

"bontot ko lawa la babe...."

-.-


ayat hebat dari kawan pompuan aku




sekian.
*kembang bontot*

UNTITLED......another random thing in writing

1.coffee:
i have broken my promise
i am now starting back my coffee
everyday
a flat white,
with 2 tablespoon of brown sugar
y?
cos first, i found a new,affordable cafe. second, it will stopped me from munching (seriously)

2.dating
i was lepaking with my bestie last sunday
and
even my bestie asked the question 'who am i dating, who is the guy'
again.....may i point out, i am not dating anybody at the moment.
there is no MR Aisyah with me,
aight?

3.big,big,biggy
me mom came and visit us yesterday
and she was freaking out to see how 'big' i 'grew'
if i say i am getting bigger
most of my friend will say 'you're so vain aisyah, you're not big, u're ok...'
then i stated all...
my weight is now 60kg
my waist is 34 inch
unfortunately i cant even fit into my 34" jeans
so shut-up....when i say i'm big...yes, i'm big ok.fullstop.

4.helmet
i am wearing a helmet to go to work these past 2 weeks
my car is still at the workshop

5.haircut
i wanna bela rambut panjang,
but thinking how much maintenance it will cost,
i'm thinking of chop-chop-chop,again
what stopping me is the thought of my love ones asking me to not have anymore short hair
if i chop this off again, i am pretty sure people will mistaken me for 'a pretty lil boy' -.-"

6.holiday
have surveyed my way through to have a beach holiday
alone. fullstop.

7.bucketlist
i cant do surfing this month as my work schedule doesnt permits me to have any weekends,
so i have set the next bucketlist.
Insyallah, the project starts early next month, and will end 2 weeks after.

8.Mukhtafi
I fell in love with this name.
its a name of a late sultan terengganu, and there's a mosque under this name.
when i heard the name, instantly i feel in love with it.
If my future husband permits (whoever that is) i hope to give my son this name.

9.Music
Time doesnt permits me to continue.
serious...i wish i have more time.

10.love my job, love my life, love my family, love my friends.
but its not complete.
i need you in my life
you, yes you...
ask me on a date, i'm waiting
waiting,patiently.




till then, adios....

UNTITLED....i become part of your past

cable car







it was effortless

UNTITLED.....facts for fakta

fakta yang mungkin kamu tidak tahu pasal saya:

1.jeans
saya sudah lame tak pakai jeans. paling last pakai masa gi penang dua bulan setengah lalu. kenapa? sebab bontot aku besar. serious, tak tipu. bila beli jeans, pinggang saya kecik, tapi bab peha ngan bontot mmg fail -__-" so, solution dia, saya selalu pakai long skirt, jumpsuit, aladins, seluar kembang, dan benda2 sewaktu dgnnya.kalau buang tbiat gak nak pakai jean, serious, mengambil masa 30 minit untuk put them jeans on.

2.nescafe
ya, saya kuat minum kopi satu ketika dolu, tapi skang dah kurang. saya tak boleh minum nescafe, sebab nanti saya terkentut-kentut. Sumpah tak tipu. saya kena minum kopi mahal (ayat nak kena penampar)

3.kebaya
saya suka kebaya.ini fakta saya rase semua rakyat jelata dah tahu. tapi saya nak bgtau gak. ya, saya suka kebaya.

4.bau
saya suka bau org. tak tipu, saya suka bau-bauan. tapi kalau terkena bau pekasam, mati migrain kapla den.

5. toolbox & wayar jumpstart
keta saya tak da aksesori menarik. cuma ada toolbox yg lengkap dan wayar jumpstart. ia membuat kwn lelaki saya kagum dan musykil terhadap kewanitaan saya -__-

6.botak
sebenarnya, saya suka lelaki botak. tetambah lagi kalau muka mamat tu cam budak nakal, tapi baik hati. wahhhhh...sungguh tertawan hati ini *melelehhhhh*

7.kambing biri-biri
saya suka makan kambing biri-biri. Lamb-Lamb-Glorious Lamb
bhaaaaa...bhaaaaa...bhaaaa <---zombie lamb

8.cinta
ada setengah budak anggap saya ni player. sebab patah tumbuh, hilang berganti katanya. kalau korang jumpa setengah budak tu, cakap ngan dia, aisyah nak jumpa. biar aku kasi pelempang laju2. mana fakta ntah dia ambik cakap aku player.
bagi saya cinta tak boleh dibuat main-main. perlu jujur dan niat satu. sebab saya memilih tu lah kot yg menyebabkan saya mengenali ramai lelaki. but serious, aku bukan bercinta penuh, cuma lepak-lepak berkawan. kalau nak kata betul-betul sapa boyfren saya, mereka yg rapat (besties), diarang tahu. aku kalau dah sayang cintan cintun, serious, aku mmg menjadi org yg serious didlm cinta. ewahhh...

9. orang tua
cukup pantang nenek moyang aku kalau org muda tak hormat org tua.

10. bahasa
penggunaan bahasa saya adalah janggal dan klasik. contoh di bawah:
-kalau org cakap pompuan, saya bilang wanita
-kalau org cakap opis, saya bilang pejabat
-kalau org cakap menarik, saya bilang karisma
-kalau org cakap jom, saya bilang mari
yg ni bab tak leh nak tolong dah
kalau org cakap reverse, saya bilang gostan

-.-

selamat malam dunia!

UNTITLED......updates yaw

1. dengan segala hormatnya diumumkan bahwa saya dah turun 3 kg. skang berat saya 55kg. Yay?

2. Minum kopi kurang, tapi masih minum lagi

3. ya, saya single...ada masalah?

4. jatuh cinta ngan seorang mamat yg mungkin lansung tak terlintas kat hati dia yang aku suka kat dia. sebab gaya aku mmg cam bangang dan suka buat muka bodoh.haih...

5. 2 orang kawan aku nak kawen 1 mei ni. pagi pompuan, malam lelaki. hebat!

6. aku suka tgk gambar zaman aku memuda dulu, membuatkan aku nak bela rambut panjang balik.

7. tgh pikirkan bucket list aku seterusnya. Insyallah bulan June ni tercapai.

8. bontot aku makin besar, sebab tu aku banyak pakai long skirts, jump-suits and seluar kembang.

9. Aku terfikir dah lama aku tak balik kampung. harap aku dapat main hujan lagi

10. skang aku dah tak kisah apa orang nak pikir pasal aku. sebab true frens lies within. love yourself 1st, and the rest will follow.


Ayuh! mari berceria,
jangan senang duka,
hati mesti bersua,
moga riang tiada terluka.


ewahhhhh...spontan babe-_-"

UNTITLED....masa untuk kurus balik

f*ck

so damn obvious ke yg aku dah put on weight

f*ck

i should pipe it down abit

but how can i?

food is like glorioussssssssssss to me

=(

*sings* food,food glorious food

UNTITLED...giler jeles

gila tahap cipan aku jeles ngan lily
cipan pun tak jeles macam aku

serious....

-.-

oh caleb ku, dimanakah kamuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

UNTITLED....i love

i love to bite baby's cheeck
i love to steal my mom's shoe
i love to dance in the rain
i love to breath in the smell of fresh cut grass
i love to sing
i love to dance
i love to smell other people's perfume
i love to roll my eyes
i love to see how muffins are being bake
i love the smell of coffee during rain

i love you

yes you, who ever reading this

you maybe a girl from jamaica
you maybe a 45year old guy reading randomly my blog

i love you

and dont forget

to love yourself too=)

love is the ultimate power

even if you're alone in the universe, like me

even if you're alone in the office, like me

just love yourself
and the universe will follow you

=)

UNTITLED...i refuse to back down

if you have seen a girl

walking in the rain

sometimes skipping

and then dancing

while nodding her head

and her hand spreads wide

then you'd say to yourself

'gila punya budak...'

or

'ape hal pulak budak ni...'

right?


but did u notice the soaking wet headphone that warps her head

with her smiles
and her eyes filled with life


then maybe you'd understand

=)







yesterday,
as i walked trillion steps away from the cafe, i notice that,there wasnt any umbrella in my hand
looking at the rain
i said '...bantai...'
so i walked

and at that right moment
the right time

this song was playing

Rain-Mika


















imagine how i dance in the rain


and how i felt alive
=)

When you made it rain...
You made it rain...

try it...i recommend you....play under the soft soaking rain, with this song....u'll be tip-toe'ing....kalah high school musical....hohoho...


A.L.I.V.E!!!

UNTITLED...a lil boy with boobs

yes boobs
why to i mention boobs?
well,
yesterday, when i was lepaking with my frens
one statement came out
'but seriously, u look like a boy with boobs...'

-_-"

and this is coming from a girl

-_-"

last week, i remember my sis told me this

'if u take away the boobs, seriously, u look like a boy'

-_-"

fine....
i cut my hair short....
but its also in the way i dress

these statement comes when i dress up in sneakers, bermuda shorts, casual attires...
i even got a statement from a fren's aunt who think that i'm 'a nice lil boy'

-_-"

this is my third time i cut my hair short

and fine,
i do act like a boy sometimes,
cant blame me growing with my brothers

and yes
it all depends on the way i style my hair,
and also what i wear

i got 6 month ahead to grow back my hair 6 inches more

in the meantime
this lil boy with boobs is having her fun, here and there

p/s:btw: the boobs are small, the illusion of bra's make it big =P


*why am i talking about boobs again?*

plus, i do wear skirts,dress,heels and make-up occasionally, ok.

hohohohohoohho....

=P

oh ya....one day, if i get the chance, and my timing is right, i would love to do a mohawk...
it will scare the hell out of my mom
and make my granma duku my head more

hohohohoho......

UNTITLED...hear say

for those who didnt know
i cut my hair short
really short
really,really short



-_-"

UNTITLED...i have a thing with berries

ok
when i mention burberry,
people would say 'emma watson'

wtf....

dey, dont be typical la
just because emma got endorsement
doesnt mean emma is burberry, ok

-_-"

anyways,
I am a sucker for burberrys,
a real sucker

my 1st 'real' perfume
was a burberry's weekend
me bro bought me,
and my sis drop it, yup
brand new,scarted on the floor

dang....

i heard Jay-z ryhme
"The only time you wear Burberry to swim"
after that, me being me,
always wanted to have and flaunt myself in a burberry swimsuit
-_-"

(exercise...exercise)

kate moss 'come back',
after her shitty downfall.
as i flip the mag, there she was
in a bb add
beautiful

*admires*

went to bandung
(aahhh...shoppers paradise)
only to be aiming for any bb
but the least i can get
was for a special someone
a brown bb corduroy pants

i wish it has a women size =(

oh ya, and rachel weisz
was simply awesome in their campaign




huhuhu...so needless to say, i am a sucker for bb.

and frankly speaking,
emma did a great move in becoming the face for bb

good choice,
good taste.



p/s: among others, theres always mont blanc,braun buffel,ck, tommy hilfiger,GA and many more and for a minimum wage like me, mango and zara is the answer....

*looking at a bb add mag*

*drools*

fine lines,baby
fine lines...

UNTITLED...mrs dolittle

i can talk to animals
seriously

-_-"


naa...i'm just kidding

but i have soft spots for them

cats
dogs
gajahs
tikus
bunnies
playtipus
crocodiles
lions
tigers

and

madagasgar's penguins

-_-"

and many more

I LOVE THEM ALL

but the problem with me
is that the commitment that i have to make
with my 'unstable' life
is just to hard

but i cant ressist


auwwwwww....

how can i resist?

*cubits*

I want one!!!!

UNTITLED...skinnies

now...
everybody knows i have an eating disorder
i'm sick in mind
thus,
my stomach is the victim
and my weight is always uncertain

last week,
yam cha at ss2
a fren of mine says that he wish to be skinny like me
i was offended and explain to him that i'm not 'that' skinny
i've put on weight
he gave me that 'kalo ko kata ko ni gemuk, abis aku ape?paus?' look

and i story him about me being 55kg once,
and because of my 'sickness', it went down to 45,
and now its 49kg, and i'm happy

but still
i cant eat that much
i'll puke it out again

last 4 month,
i didnt like any of my pics,
i look like so 'not alive'
my eyes was cengkung, my body membongkok
unhealthy look, i must say

on Saturday
me and my gff went to full house
yay! miss them all...emuahhh...

and seeing the pics taken
i say
i have put on weight
yay!
i look like my normal self
yay!







but then again,
this morning
as i put my belt on
it decrease to an inch where i used to normally wear it

tell me again
have i gain weight?
or it seems to magically disappear elsewhere?

*look at her jeans*

weird.....

UNTITLED.....seeing edward scissorhand soon

me hair is very longgggggggggggg
actually, baru below shoulder length

me having the habit of having it tied up
so, its not good as the hair will be wavy and 'patah'

sooooo
me came across this today







me liky this hair stlye,
can do many wonders
(5 cans of hair spray will do the trick)





but then again,
me dunno why,
me liky me old hair from last time

which one?
HAHAHHAAHA....
i guess i had countless of hairstyles in history

but the best and the bomb was when i had this one

to cut? or not to cut?

UNTITLED....fungus, fungus and more fungus

dey,
including you,
4 people have been asking about me,
why?
they would read my blog, and know my status....
hmm...
i never thought people give a damn bout the blog
better yet
i never knew i was that famous ...ahahaha(if u see me walking down the street, please just kick me in the *ss) -_-"

anyways

the thing is, a lot of things happen these passed days

i cant even remember some.
but here's a quick run through

29.05.10
initially, we was suppose to go to my cousin's wedding, then balik to my granma's house in kota bahru
but guess what
my mom's camry was caught on fire
yess...
and it wasnt me who burnt it
it was the wiring
the alarm went off, the fire started from the dashboard, and burnnnnnnnn
and thank God, Syukur, they manage to 'kawal' the api and padam it
we manage to get all our things out
laptops, handbags, bags and even our Carcassone
the sad part is that: i forgotten about my baseball bat, which was a present from my brother, whom gave it to me for safety reasons (i always travel with it inside my car, in case anything happen) sad, very sad...i miss my baseball bat

30.05.10
as we got no car,
we didnt visit our father's grave
=(
yup i know,
i was looking forward to it
God must have His reason's
we tumpang our aunts and cousin's car to go back
4 girls went home serdang 1st
my mom, asyeeq, kak jun & anggun took the bus the next day
shamimi went back straight to mersing

31.05.10-04.06.10
tested my patience to the max
work was like tuttttttttt
but at nite, my frens were there for me
i lurve you all
yam cha
movie
shopping
etc

05.06.10
bbq
yum yum yum
lurv u all
and thanks for the presents, they are all lovely

06.06.10
shopping with my sis Fiqa in KL

07.06.10
eat out with ma gff at the bee

08.06.10

-________-

rite now,
i feel like straggling myself

watodo

work is work

after 6,
jeng-jeng-jeng
going to meet up with a very old-old-old fwen (he's goin to kill me for writing this) but seriously, you are oldddd....hahahaha...

ok,
see u later k.
=)








somesay, my blog have grown some fungus

*fungus*

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