UNTITLED....hanya memuji

"bontot ko lawa la babe...."

-.-


ayat hebat dari kawan pompuan aku




sekian.
*kembang bontot*

UNTITLED...welcome to antu's yummy muffin club

can any men get yummier than this

*drools*

UNTITLED....lelaki yg buat lutut aku lemah

owhhhhhhhhhhhhh...still my yummy muffin
nobody can take my dream away


ohhhh
yum yum yummy

UNTITLED...diam, masih tak berbicara

tangan gapai, kaki tak sampai,
terbang sayap,
kaki masih beratai.





dalam keadaan redha, sujud aku, menerima,
kalau aku ditakdirkan sendiri,
ini terbaik buat kita berdua.

















i have to apologies.
ya, masih ada sedikit perasaan terhadap kamu
aku bohong kalau kata tak da lansung
pernah satu ketika, aku cinta kamu penuh,
tapi tu dulu,
sekarang, mungkin tinggal di satu sudut jauh


harap faham kenapa kita tak bersama
keputusan masing-masing, kita berdua perlu gembira



pada malam, disalurkan rindu,
pada siang, mulut dikunci bisu.

UNTITLED...rasa sunyi

ya
mmg aku ngaku aku agak rasa sunyi

serious dowh, sunyi giler



tapi apa yang membuat aku rasa ok
buat aku tabah hadapi


bila aku pikirkan kalau aku didalam 'tu'
aku sendiri
tak da org pun nak tolong

so might as well aku kena sabar hadapi persaan sunyi ni






korang tak pernah rase ke
bila korang nak tido malam
korang takut tak bangun esok nya

aku banyak kali rasa
dari kecik,
sampai la ni
kekadang aku takut
takut dan menangis


mampukah aku menghadap my Maker



sebab tu bila aku rasa sunyi
at least aku tahu
dalam hati aku ada Satu





ya, aku jahat
aku melakukan kemungkaran di dunia
tapi Syukur
aku masih ada rasa rendah diri
rasa takut
bahwa dunia ni sementara






















aku lepak makan ngan sorang mamat ni.....dia dok sibuk cakap pasal harta benda dia, mana tempat dia dah melancong.....gila bapak kaya la jugak

tapi hati aku tak tertarik
aku tak rasa megah, atau teruja nak berkenalan ngan mamat tu
serious dowh
kalau kawin ngan dia,hidup ko dok umah, gi shopping, jaga anak
mana-mana pompuan aku rasa syok, sanggup la gedik-gedik ngan dia


tapi aku buat bodoh
muka aku bedek je


dia siap cita pantai mana dia lepak
barbados, jamaica, hawaii


'so, u kan nak melancong? pegi pantai kan? u dah survey pantai mana u nak g?'

'dah...'aku jawab

'u nak pegi mana...?'

'i tak de lah byk duit nak g melancong. skang ni pun tgh kumpul...'

'tak pe lah....u nak pegi mana...'

'i mmg g pantai...tapi ada satu tempat, i nak g...tgh kumpul duit...Insyallah...i pegi...'

'ooo really....kat mana tu? filipines ke?'

'errmmm...tak pa lah...adalah satu tempat tu...'

'its ok u can tell....'

'i nak gi umrah...'

'......'

'kalau duit banyak skit...i terus nak buat haji...Insyallah....'



aku cakap ngan ko...muka mamat tu gila klasik
klasik ternganga aku bilang






dont judge a book by its cover
itu pesan nenek aku


sekian
harap aku tabah rasa sunyi ini
sebab kalau aku ditakdirkan hidup sendiri pun,
aku tak 'sendiri'
aku punya hati pada Satu

UNTITLED...you texted

you texted this morning

"...what brings you happiness, might also brings you sadness...."-aisyah M

thank you for understanding

UNTITLED......another random thing in writing

1.coffee:
i have broken my promise
i am now starting back my coffee
everyday
a flat white,
with 2 tablespoon of brown sugar
y?
cos first, i found a new,affordable cafe. second, it will stopped me from munching (seriously)

2.dating
i was lepaking with my bestie last sunday
and
even my bestie asked the question 'who am i dating, who is the guy'
again.....may i point out, i am not dating anybody at the moment.
there is no MR Aisyah with me,
aight?

3.big,big,biggy
me mom came and visit us yesterday
and she was freaking out to see how 'big' i 'grew'
if i say i am getting bigger
most of my friend will say 'you're so vain aisyah, you're not big, u're ok...'
then i stated all...
my weight is now 60kg
my waist is 34 inch
unfortunately i cant even fit into my 34" jeans
so shut-up....when i say i'm big...yes, i'm big ok.fullstop.

4.helmet
i am wearing a helmet to go to work these past 2 weeks
my car is still at the workshop

5.haircut
i wanna bela rambut panjang,
but thinking how much maintenance it will cost,
i'm thinking of chop-chop-chop,again
what stopping me is the thought of my love ones asking me to not have anymore short hair
if i chop this off again, i am pretty sure people will mistaken me for 'a pretty lil boy' -.-"

6.holiday
have surveyed my way through to have a beach holiday
alone. fullstop.

7.bucketlist
i cant do surfing this month as my work schedule doesnt permits me to have any weekends,
so i have set the next bucketlist.
Insyallah, the project starts early next month, and will end 2 weeks after.

8.Mukhtafi
I fell in love with this name.
its a name of a late sultan terengganu, and there's a mosque under this name.
when i heard the name, instantly i feel in love with it.
If my future husband permits (whoever that is) i hope to give my son this name.

9.Music
Time doesnt permits me to continue.
serious...i wish i have more time.

10.love my job, love my life, love my family, love my friends.
but its not complete.
i need you in my life
you, yes you...
ask me on a date, i'm waiting
waiting,patiently.




till then, adios....

UNTITLED....i needz a blue-skyz holidayz

seriously....
































serious, seriously





*dying*

UNTITLED...finally

yup, finally i updated my other blog

http://randomly0antu.blogspot.com/2011/06/now-out-of-sheer-randomness-antu-would.html

yup,
finally.


"aisyah, serious....ko tulis la lagi babe blog...lame tak baca dowh"

terkejut gak aku sapa yg baca blog aku

org yg aku tak kenal, siap msg aku nye inbox mintak post

wow....thank you. appriciated your support

=D

UNTITLED....i become part of your past

cable car







it was effortless