UNTITLED...and yet still

and yet still
i cant breath

*help me*

UNTITLED...they say

they say when u cry a lot
happiness will come your way,
sooner or later

but i think they forgot
that when u're happy too much
the sadness will come again

it kinda balance the whole thing right?

i am an emotionally unstable girl


*kalau nak cakap aku pms, patut minggu depan*


waking up late didnt help me

i woke up at 5am with an asthma

i woke up at 7.15am with panda eyes

i woke up at 12.30pm with a migrain

i wish to stay in bed

but life's gotta work right?






hhhmmm....
but the best part
2 people call me today,
to check up how's me been doing

i guess some friends can just sense it from afar
i just lurve my soul brothers
they just help me to coop with my daily life


ring-ring
how'd ya been
i'm fine, thank you. and thanks for callin in

lepak? yam cha?

i thought so too

=)

UNTITLED...i'm sorry, i cant help myself

have u guys ever felt that
when u came across 'something'
'something' very dear to you
you felt your heart pound like mad
makes your chest filled with blood
its make you hard to breath
and memories start gushing in
like razors cuts you from with in

i had that 'feeling' just now


f*ck...and i thought i was 'over' it






somethings will never change

take me for an example
i'm pathetic when it comes to love
seriously,
i'm just a pathetic case

weird thing is that i wouldn't want to change that feeling
its a very dear feeling to me
and i think it will remain in my heart
if its not so,
then its in my soul

"this feeling here....its unexplainable. Its like you're a devotee, to a 'feeling' that's just not 'there'. and if the devil were to have my heart and my soul. believe me, the devil will be in envy, because believe me, it will always belong to you."

and i promise to him, i'll change.
i'll promise to myself that i'll change.

......

never make a promise you cant keep

UNTITLED....a whirlwind inside my heart

kaki ku jenuh berjalan semalaman
kepak ku luluh di telan dek zaman

kalau aku bisa pergi ke hujung langit
mahu ku laung
mahu ku pekik
sedihnya hati mungkin tak terhingga
pada dia, mungkin tak diterima

sahabat ku semua senyum belaka
bercerita dunia
sang gembira
memang tiada duka

apa ini hukuman aku
pada saat ku naik hidup di kaki langit
bumi tarik
mahu ku ingat, pada sang perit

aku akur
aku mengerti
aku angguk
aku sendiri

ujian yg Maha Illahi
pada dunia, akhirat menanti

*aisyah looks at father's day gift*

and may all of you guys have a blast celebrating it
cos if you dont, believe me, one day u'll regret it

mark my words


i'm just here spreading my 'love'.....

and he said i was a fallen angel,
an angel of sadness,
but still,
an angel
his angel....

UNTITLED...pms'ing (al-la-makkkkk)

yes
i am in my 'down' days right now
i am currently 'emotionally unstable' zombie lamb
one time me very happy,
the next me down with the slumps

yesterday was just the bomb
i was happy spending time with family
and good fwens
when it ends, i crawl in the bed, but later came 'that' feeling

today
woke up malas
waited to the very last minute
to have my bath
got into the car
drive,
and was smiling at certain jokes at the djs
then came along this song
*sigh*
breakeven from the script
alamakkkkkkkk.....

got to the office...
set up the meeting room
check papers
check my mails
and everything was going fine
even my boss came in with a good mood today
kinda ok la the feeling

then
me surf the net
reading news
and events
and guess what pop out

its not elton john who ruin my mood
its not lady gaga either
but it was sting

alllll-laaaaaaaaa-makkkkkkkkkkk

-_-"

baaaahhhhhh....baaaahhhhhhh...bbaaahhhhhhhh *&(())@#@$%^$^^ <-----zombie lamb cursing her days out


carcasone anybody? wink-wink-lets play!

UNTITLED...revisited

"the next song is a very old song,
its like one of the few 1st song i wrote when i learn to play the guitar
actually, its my 2nd, yeh...my 2nd song
this is...
deeper conversation" - Yuna

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

4x
Deeper Conversation
let me

does your name rhyme with mine?






































i remember giving this song to a guy
whom i deeply fell in love with


ending?
lets just say 'life rules' doesnt permits us to stay together

and honestly,
i still misses him
really
i do

*sigh*