Thursday, June 17, 2010

UNTITLED...i'm sorry, i cant help myself

have u guys ever felt that
when u came across 'something'
'something' very dear to you
you felt your heart pound like mad
makes your chest filled with blood
its make you hard to breath
and memories start gushing in
like razors cuts you from with in

i had that 'feeling' just now


f*ck...and i thought i was 'over' it






somethings will never change

take me for an example
i'm pathetic when it comes to love
seriously,
i'm just a pathetic case

weird thing is that i wouldn't want to change that feeling
its a very dear feeling to me
and i think it will remain in my heart
if its not so,
then its in my soul

"this feeling here....its unexplainable. Its like you're a devotee, to a 'feeling' that's just not 'there'. and if the devil were to have my heart and my soul. believe me, the devil will be in envy, because believe me, it will always belong to you."

and i promise to him, i'll change.
i'll promise to myself that i'll change.

......

never make a promise you cant keep