UNTITLED....words most missed

When me think of u, me smile
When me ponder about u, me happy

No matter where, no matter when

If u’re sad, just bear in mind
Me heart is still with you
And it will always be..<3

UNTITLED.....things happen when u ask for it, although u never intend on it

Gaduh dua pihak, si cinta dan si rindu
Mahu tahu akan keputusan
Yang hanya si hati boleh menjawab
Mahu ditanya, siapa di hati si hati

“Siapa?”

Jawab si hati….

“tiada siapa…”

?

“kerna kalau kamu di dalam hati si hati, maka tidak kamu berdiri di depan mata”

Duduk kamu berdua, patutnya di dalam hati
Tak perlu di tanya, atau diperhati
Kalau sangsi datang bertanya
Maka dengan itu, kamu sudah tidak percaya

Aku tunggu kamu panggil bicara
Walau hati ini sedih sengsara

UNTITLED....a daughter,a mother, and a granmom

Women in my family are very…..i dunno how to explain it. We’re just too rough on the outside, but inside, I believe that we’re just a fragile human being, any woman would be.

They show their “I dunt care, none of me business” attitudes sometimes. Even worse, they sometimes just raise their voice for no reason, and start to fight with each other because one just doesn’t see the purpose of talking it through. And yes…it’s been happening since God knows when. But if u looked closely, you’ll be surprise at what u discover.

Why am I saying this, well, for 3 days I’ve been going back and forth from me gramps house.

Me mom and gramps hates it when I ulang alik from work. They say membazir, even scolded me for no reason making me feel that “lebih baik aku tak yah balik, lagi senang” sometimes.

But at nite,

me gramps sleeps beside me, pull my blanket to cover me, put my bantal beside me and turn the fan on if she sees me started to move.

Me mom comesin the room, look at me and usap me forehead and talks to me…

And as always, I just pretend to be asleep…because if I dunt, they will stop and just pretend to be sleeping or walkaway.

The picture above is when we were at the park, eating ice cream, together. The worst was we were piss of at each other at the moment. The best is that we can just sit there and wait, together.

Thank you…=)


On the other hand…

Its 11.30pm..u said u’ll be home by 10, no msg nor call. And I’m still waiting…