bukak posa sama-sama
its been long since we had a talk
the last time we've meet was i think was about 2 month ago
he looked at me in sadness
and said
'i dunt think i'm goin to be with _______'
?
'i use to like her so much, but now, after she turned me down, i just cant. and i've tried, so badly, and its been months already'
i look at him and just said nothing
he continues to tell how the relationship was at the peak, how he confess his feeling towards her, but only to be crashing down the hill in the end
and the thing was, he did a 'thing' which was suppose to make a girl go '...auwww, that is so scweeeettttt...'
the story goes
it was his birthday
she was admitted in hospital to undergo an operation the next day
he wanted to come and visit her, they planned to celebrate it, although in was inside the hospital itself
he came to his car, only to find that he has a flat tyre
he calls her up, saying that judging from that, they have to change plans
there were only silence at the end of the phone
he knows that she was sad
and what he did
he walked to the nearest shopping mall
literally, he walked
he walked to the curve
bought a teddy bear and cake
took a cab to the nearest lrt station
got in the train
off at the platform
into a cab again
and arrive at the hospital, 4 hours later
she was surprise
her frens was stunned
the teddy bear was hanging out of his bag pack
gave it to her
eat the cake together
usap her forehead
and tuck her into bed
when this was happening,
he soooooo wanted to confess his feelings towards her
but he felt that this wasnt the right moment
she's in pain, and he's afraid that if he said something
might pulled her down
but he got everything planned already
'when its over, there's a card inside the box for you. dont read it now, and dont read it in front of your frens.....read it when you are really free'
he waited patiently
maybe for a text or call
and days goes by, in silence
ring-ring
=)
she said that she read the card, only after she was dismiss from the hospital, at the comfort of her home
and then she explain
=(
'and that is why i dont think i'm going to be with her no more....'
hmmm....i didnt say much
i was like....*speechless*
i didnt feel anything though
no sadness for him,
no angry for her
i was just plain listening
'but guess what, now _______ (his ex of 6 years ago) and me, maybe, are going back together...'
-__-"
now i know why i was immune to love stories.....
cinta adalah satu nikmat
dimana manusia perlu beringat
bukan untuk dijual
mahupun untuk dikhianat
sayang sama sekali manusia sekarang bosan semua
tak tahu makna,
tak tahu harga,
lalu akhirnya,
buta cinta
for those who deny your love, you're just stupid
for those who dunno your love,
lets just says you're a moron
me?
i'm still in love
even though there's nothing left for me on the other side
now thats plain naive
watodo...hohohoo...
cant blame me for being 'me' rite?
