came to work, was late, but bukak on time
normally, i'll be such a pain in the ass if i tak cukup tido
grumpy or moody
and sometimes, bodo and giler
i remember one partner says that i was like a drunk girl,
talking gibbrish and walking with steam eyes
-_-"
but today was different
something wrong somewhere
not because it was a suwe day
but it end up beautiful
and yet wonderful
work
was just nice and smooth
yes busy, yes few bumps,
but everything was nice
in the end, went to digital mall
to get ink
went through the streets of 14
pop at kfc, tapau
went back
man...i miss lepaking at 14
got inside the car,
isi petrol
went to serdang
jam pack...
& yet i was in good mood
to make it better...
it was jazz kitchen
so
being a jazz lover
just listening to the tunes
and solo sessions
was just awesome
got home
my family was there
yup
a cute mini muffin was there
Anggun Zara
"who she look like?", ask me bro
i told him
"just like how we shud look like"
"an M-hair forehead...and a line-chin"
everybody kept quite
"just like a Mokhtars shud look like..."
"she has the features of Papa..."
i added
and they all smile
yup
she does
and its obvious
me mom sent maryam, came back
and took the rest to banting
me, asyeeq and shamimi went to pudu
send sham to the bus
and drove back to banting
and all the way back
swing time was playing
funny thing was
my bro asyeeq
he sang one song
which i kept quite
"fly me to the moon...let me play wit all the stars...."
its was just plain beautiful
i'm bitter, yes
but i guess
i was never broken
and i know u'll be smiling also
as each steps that i take
i'll think of u,
and the surroundings remind me so much of u
looky Papa, ur lil' girl didnt cry today
happy, yet supple in a way
"and the Priest remind the lonely girl again,
every tears that she shed, twice the happiness she will get...."