lately
i thought 'something bad' was going to happen to me
like, u know, like you have that eerie kinda feeling
that sort 'you are not gonna live that long'
and as the lorry was sliding beside me,
after hitting the back of my car,
yess...i thought 'this is it'
lately,
i notice, all my friends been talking about accidents
i notice also, each time when they talked, i have that sense i was 'going-to-be' in one
no kidding
so
what i did
i spend my time doing spontanious act
writing gibbries things
going and spending time doing gibbries stuff with certain friends
and also writing an email expressing my feelings to someone, cause i was afraid that one day i cant tell him no more
hmmm....
and when it all falls apart, certain people will be on your mind, in my case, its you....