fatimah thinks i'm crazy
yes, i am in love
and if love means crazy
then i am crazy
?
whats crazy got to do with being in love
well, it will be crazy if you fall in love
with only words
?
yup,
it is crazy to just fall in love
with a blog
?
am i even talking sanely?
shittt....reading makes me wobble, i guess
u see,
aisyah....she no like-like reading
like seriously, i hate reading
i like pictures and colours in books
but no-no liky reading
long text, paragraph...i just hate it
*burn a book*
but sometimes
aisyah will make exceptions
on certain cases
or subject that attracts her
and believe me,
attracting aisyah to read, is really hard
but this 'guy',
lets just say he caught my attention
yup,
definitely
he's just different
you see,
aisyah...she likes people with different views...
on how things, and opinions are seen in different angle
ways to view it
and believe me,
this guy surprise me a lot
Q: how did i meet 'him'?
A: there are 4 cases, which i believe, lead me to him:
case 1: i am a big fan of music, and yess....i pay attention quite well in beats, lyrics and the history of the making of one particular song. i even like to read the lifestyle of the person, how they sings it, or how they produce it.i also like to pay attention to their video clips,how they portray the song in a video, to deliver the meaning of the song. These couple of years...i notice our music has turn into something, my opinion, 'wrong'. i dunno how to put it...but i felt that there's something wrong with the music scene that i have to search to know wassup.
case 2: me and my siblings: asyeeq,mimi and didi, and my best fwen,fatimah, we are, what you called, people who like to know about Dajjal, Illuminati, masonry, evil, jews,antichrist, and many more. we read blogs, articles,books and viewed video's on any subject related. We even completed "the Arrival". We're interested in it. And honestly, i believe, it makes us more closer to God,The Almighty.
case 3: this case was a bit odd....one evening(4 month ago), i hang out with an old friend.now this friend, believe me, didnt give a shit about anything. He wakes up in the morning, go to college/work, enjoys around, spend money like nothing, and have hang outs and late nites. but what surprises me was...he ask me this question 'babe, ko tahu tak pasal Illuminati'....and yes...we talk about it all night long. whats more surprising is that he had fear in his eyes and he shows it to me....hmmm....a guy who didnt give a shit about the world, had cared about 'something'...and i notice he actually 'change' a lot. he change to become, what i believe, is beautiful. he's closer to God,The Almighty. His opinions and views have a hearsay to me. fruit for thought.
case 4: lady gaga - yes, lady gaga....u see, i used to like her. and what i mean by 'used', is that, i'm not saying i hate her songs now, but i used to admire her as a musician. Before she started out, she was behind the scene with chart-toppers songs and she was an 'individual' which is so different and i admire that. her gift in songs was very different. but after poker face...i dunno why, i sense that there were something 'wrong'. My brother Asyeeq, hated her guts...each time her song comes out, he would change the channel. He would say 'i dunno why people like her, but she is just too 'wrong'. My brother also sense the 'wrongness' of movies and music scene. We believe that it was heading to 'something', something we called 'wrong'.
so....
as i have all the time in the world at my work place,
i started reading news, blogs, articles.
browsing through everyday
to gain knowledge and at least knows whats happening with the outer world
and also chat with my fwen fatimah
and sometimes, i read things about the subjects mention above
and i read opinions, views and metaphor from different people around the world
its fascinating to know how people view things differently,
many colours, many wonders
not to believe in it 100%, nor to critics them all the way
but to just read up and view things differently
and 'his' blog
is one of my favourites
i dont even know if he's a he, or she's a she...
but he mention he's a he (in the Internet, i can also say that i'm a guy,rite?)
so for now, i just say he's a he.
yup,
his views is very different and i enjoy reading it
and i REPEAT
i do not believe in it, its just based on the subject that i like to read his views and opinions
AND I STRONGLY EMPHASIS HERE
I like to read views and opinions, but not to believe, and take his views and believe, for my own.
I also have my own points of views and opinions,
I have my religion and my own believes.
ok?
so dont get me wrong
and so,
to those who like to have materials to read,just for fun
REPEAT: just for fun reading ONLY
this is my 'crush' blog
http://vigilantcitizen.com/
his reports and posts are very fascinating
*admires*
p/s: he has a twitter
....me? twitter.....i joined since January (HAHAHAHA...) but never active in it -_-"
the problem is, i'm considering to be active in it, so i can receive tweets from him
-_-"
wow, i AM in love
-_-"
Symbols rule the world, Not words Nor law
