Monday, October 25, 2010

UNTITLED...define definition

one-
can you, please define the word love?

two-
please, can u find the definition of the word love?




its the same old thing isnt it?

think again...





if you're inside the car
and a song plays
and all u can think about is him
is that love?

if you're walking down the street
and you notice a thing
which doesnt even related to him
but somehow it remind you of him
is that love?

if you have the courage
to ask the permission of your mother
and your granma
for you and him to have a blessed relationship
is that love?

if you pray to God The Almighty
in each words
Hopes and dreams
to be with him together
is that love?

if long for his voice
to see his face
and look into his eyes
even for a minute
is that love?

if you can find every topic in the world
to talk and gossip with your bestie
but only to be found
that in the end
all you can talk about is him
is that love?

if you try so hard to be a better person
to make him smile
and know that you can make him happy
is that love?

if you suddenly smile
in your mind, your heart, your soul
he makes you giggle, makes you feel happy
is that love?




i've been in love...
yes...
several of times...
and each one of them give me the goosebumps


its kinda the same, in a way

all of my ex, they make me happy at certain period of time

its the same old thing isnt it?

think again...



this guy,
my baby,

is different

i dunno how to explain it
but seriously
its different

Fatimah, my bestie, who has been with me throughout 4 of my ex-relationship, notice a difference in me

today she came and visit me
we lepak at the green coffee
me having my coffee, and she's having her frapp

at one moment

i just smiled at her
and she smiled back

in my mind was you
but i didnt say anything to her

and yet, its like she could read my mind

'aisyah, you're different now....in a good way =)'

she said

and i realise it

but i couldnt put it in words

if i can explain how much this guy make me feel
i could have

if i can write what this guy have done to me
i would have

if i can define the word love that i have for him
i should have





no words can discribe this feelings
no songs can define this meanings
no emotions can potray this dealings


I'M IN LOVE

and its as simple as