UNTITLED...heartless

i dunt feel anything no more
whats wrong with me?

hmmm....

one day i'll understand

yup..

most definitely

a bigger picture

UNTITLED....2 weeks of no news

yup....2 weeks of no lepaking and no hangouts
no update, no news

well

below is some

1.got admitted into the hosp and had minor surgery on my neck...found a lump, bacterial growth it seems
2. still worn out with work, trying my best to give it my best although its wearing me out (sounds like a riddle)
3. watched harry potter last sunday
4. bought another black dress =)
5. went for a pt job interview but unfortunately didnt get it. watodo
6. been drinking a lot of green tea, replacement of my coffee. sad thing is that, the coffee effects has taken a tremendous toll on my body
7. clean out my room and i've thrown away a lot of 'memories' and the best freaking thing is, it didnt have any effects on me any more.awesome!
8. had my 'gift' read again and now 'they' say i have to carry out my 'responsibility' of being a 'gifted' one.
9. looking forward to many things in the future, cos i've put it on hold. hope to see it up and running.

10. baby is with me, sharing each adventure.

damn i feel lucky rite now

although my life kinda sucks in many ways,
there's still a flower among those thorns


fuck up freaking awesome =)

UNTITLED....i dont have to say much

*smiles*

UNTITLED...niat, usaha, doa, tawakal

beautiful song, i must say

i dont want no fairytale,
i want an adventure

=)

UNTITLED.....every now and then

every now and then
you would check up my blog

rite baby?

i just caught u reading this

=P

just wanted to say i really miss you

really really really trizziliooonnnn really miss you




*aisyah tgh gelabah*

-_-"

baru dua hari tak jumpa dah gelabah

*slap*

watodo


the picture above is taken when we 1st went out for our lunch date together...so tell me...when is the next time you'll be spending at least a half day with me (all to myslef)?
the jb one in dec doesnt count k..=P

so tell me when?

i'm getting pretty annoyed that the public get to spend more time with you then myself

susah betul dating ngan 'public figure' ni...
ayoyoyoyo....
=P

hohoho...

and you better set a date with me k!

UNTITLED...i just lost a fren...i think

he got into a car accident
he died at the sidewalk

at the funeral
nobody came

funny

he's a famous chap
very famous

yup he got lots of 'frens'
thats for sure

but nobody came to his funeral



and i did

just because he 'used' to be my fren
used to

y?

he used to listen how the wind blows
he used to smell the cutting grass
he used to play in the rain
he used to walk bare feet
and let the seashores runs through his feet

he used to

but now he dont
at least he dont, no more

"oh...grow up aisyah...people change!'

this is what he shouted to me when i told him he'd changed

yup
he changed alright

RESPONSIBILITY

the one word
the reason he said he'd changed

funny....

he grew up alright

he become an educated fool
only to have money in his mind
get the latest gadget
buy the most expensive toys
wear the most branded things
eat the most luxurious food

and with this, he claim

he feel he's at 'home'



funny.....


i used to be his 'home'


he changed alright
and that whats keeping us apart


and when i came to his funeral
and bought along sunflowers
his mother cried
and said
"he used to love those..."

and may i remind you readers again
is the word 'used to...'










sit back and think...if you died, who would come to your funeral, who would actually cried or shed real tears for you...

*figures*

i know u'll be reading this,fren

dont get lost
just find your way back
back to your home
where ever it is