freaking three days i've been staying up late, waking up early.
my mind just cant rest, while my body aged like mad
i cant sleep
cant eat that much, in fact, sometimes i forgotten to eat
wow...man, wassup with me
feels like i passed this phase of time before
i know whats causing this
and it aint good
freaking shit it aint good
i stayed at work until night
dont wish to go back
when i go back i feel so lonely
in fact, although i'm in the middle of a buzzing crowd
i would still be lonely
today is Friday
the 1st of Dec
i have to patiently wait for tomorrow
my God
its killing me
i'm sure i'll be crying soon
when i see him, for sure i'll cry one
dang
i miss you too much
8days you're gone, you're driving me nuts
last time was japan
this time its aussie
remember the time i balik kg for raya, it was like 4 days
and we're like seksa to hell
fuck,
seriously
i thought i'm through with the whole miss, lovy dovy thing
i mean, i have a lot of ex
whom every ex i thought i loved and missed, and i'm gonna get married to
i thought i taste it all, and would be immune to such feeling
hell, i was wrong
dang....
=( baby, i miss you. very much
(12.56am)
