pernah rasa nak terjun lombong tak?
me..
a few times already.
being positive is great
u try to never pull in the negativity in everything
but what if it will consume you
and spit you out
what if the output of such things will gobble the best of you
sometimes i tend to think
is my boss appreciating the skills that i have
or simply punishing me for the gift that i've got
*wonders*
its great working here.
no doubt.
great.
but when a new boss comes in, old ones goes....
u tend to doubt that greatness
i miss my old colleague....mawar, weng, hanafi, kak lina and cheryl.
and i definitely miss my old boss...who recently got promoted into being a bigger boss.
and i got a new boss
whom i wish that she is replace by my old boss, who is now the boss of my current boss.
dang...
how things can be very difficult.
sometimes i tend to wonder,
the reason why i have good relationship with tenant's, the security, the cleaners, suppliers and many others, is like a freaking curse.
and some people would love to take advantage of that
and end up
if its the wrong cause,
my bridge of relationship is burnt to ashes.
freaking fuck up hell
now i have to be the bad person?
hell no.
i'll be a bad person to one person
but not to many
i am willing to take that chance
and sending CV to a new working place makes me feel good
hey, a new positive era is coming.
i aint complaning
