i got a phone call
the number wasnt save in my phone's memory
so i wasnt so sure to pick it up
normally i dont
but this time, i did
"Achot?" a girls voice at the end of the line.
"yup...."
"kenal tak sapa ni?"
"___m_h?"
"betul!"
its been ages since i heard about her
but i can recognize her voice
and only technic jb will call me that name
"wassup?" i asked
"can i see you?"
"are u in KL?"
for sure, she was in town
and we've meet up
along with my baby Isky, and my best fren Fatimah
and we talked
ever since she got married, it was all about her family and husband
she have put him first, and she concentrated on her marriage life
but i knew there was something that didnt sound right
she have come to KL, alone
and she talked about her husband all the time
on how she's here to buy him a present
on how busy he can be, that's y he's not with her
and one thing triggers to another
her husband was cheating on her, and she knows
her husband came clean
the girl confessed
and as crazy as it sounds
she forgive and, in a way, handled the situation by giving space and support to her husband, for him to think it thoroughly
man.....if it was me, i left that bugger's ass a long time ago
which reminds me the old days
back then i used to be in love with this guy
whom i thought have done great for me,
pick me up when i was at my lowest.
when nobody seem to be by my side, he was there
i loved him very much
but what i thought, if i look back, had harm me more than enough
yes, he raise his hand on me
used up all my money
love to tell whats good and whats bad for me
if i gone big, he would say that i'm fat and ugly
in fact, he would say that i am not beautiful at all
i would pick him up to go to college, supported his graduation things,
send him and pick him up from classes, buy him his toiletries
i even would starve to gave him the money to make him happy
oh yes, i was that foolish
and yes, when he raise his hand
i beat the crap out of him too
we were like this abusive couple
and got back together cos we loved each other too much
yeah, stupid as it sounds, the relationship lasted quite sometime
how it ended?
well, i do accept people for who they are
if you're sad, you think you're ugly, or you're making only a dime, a day
and if i say i love you,means i love u, i accept you for who you are
but it is totally insane
not right,not acceptable
when you have given it all
supported him
devoted to him
and he goes for another lady
believe me, leave his sorry ass
just pack ur bags and move on
it hurts,
boys it hurts
but to see that man with another girl
not appreciating for who u are
just let go
i have many guys who cheated on me when we're dating
4 of them if i'm not mistaken
what did i do?
i left them
but in my friend's case
she's marriage
damn
aint that hard.
