UNTITLED...my raya bonus

many knows that i have issue with maybank. yup, they finally realise that my name is not the same as my ic. wtf rite? well watever. anyways, my boss, i love her so much. she gave me raya bonus to add up with my salary, in cash. she said its my duit raya. i looked at her and nearly cry. she said she knows i had work hard and would never ask for anything in return. yup, i would never ask. i'm just greatful to get my salary. i wanna top-up money for my sister to buy her a new hp, i wanna buy a new board game so my family can play during raya. i wana pay my friends the money i owe for them making cookies and manik raya. wana belanja my best fren pai, a treat for her bday. and many more. then i stop and think. (which i always do). i remember the hard times whereby i dont have money to eat or pay my rent. i cant effort to pump petrol in my car to go to work. i cant effort to give extra money to my mom or my granma. man, those times were hard. my salary was only rm1.5k, living in kl. back then my ex use to say, apa u buat ngan gaji u, sikit-sikit tak cukup. dah la rm1.5k. u ingat senang ke nak dapat duit cam tu. yup, i wish to just punch the bejesus out of him. but i remain quite. until he graduated, then he had to earn. he was earning rm1.8k, and switch job 3 month later to 2k. and you know what he said. he said that his salary wasnt enough. he can barely survive. baru dia tahu langit tinggi rendah. Well, i'm 27 and I am very positive in my life, i believe. I dont easily get mad for no reason. I'm easy to pleased and greate full for so many things. I tend to be very quite at times and only speak when its needed. For all of you out there whose reading this, thank you for making me like this. I am truly humble for what you have given me, either smile of tears. (change mode) guess what ladies, i went shopping. yippy ya yay?

(p/s: its just a bag, nothing in it.wink-wink) oh ya, after 5 month waiting. I finally got my seruling. YAY!