Sunday, February 28, 2010

UNTITLED....smoking harder, dying faster

'mane bobo?'
'outside lo, smoking'
'ooo..ok'
'akak aisya ah, u smoke or not?'
'use to. why ah?'
'no la, just asking'
'long time ago la, very long. Now, no more'
'oo...ok"
'people look at me, they say i smoke n drink...really ah?'
'no lo, just asking only'
'i smoke, long time. drink, no lo. f*cking people think i drink. Do I look like a drinker ka?'
'dunno lo'
'why u ask?'
'nothing'
'u smoke ka?'
'no lo...'
'good, dont start'

he looks down, kinda susah ati about his problem
'but i'm tempted,i dunno why...'

silence for a while...

'if u smoke, i'll whack ur head'
he was surprise, and started laughing
'i swear to god, i'll whack ur head so hard"
he smiled
'better yet, i'll kill u'

'ok ok ok, akak, i wont start'
'good...serious, dunt start. Once u start, it'll be the end'
'ok'


EOM at starbucks
a good boy ask me, stating his tempted to smoke

the worst part was
i was thinking of that just now
i was thinking of smoking
stupid fucking pile of work
give me stupid reason to die faster,
stupid eom

but good thing was
at the end of the day
this Mr Good-die Two Shoes makes me stop the thought
=)
thank you...






'akak...how bout shisha...ok tak?'

-___-" aku duku gak kapla budak ni