UNTITLED...morning speaks reality

can you please stab me to death


ayoyoyoyoyo

last nite i thought that today's friday
and tomorrow's saturday
and he's coming back

but nooooooooooooooo

when i woke up
i remembered that today was actually Thursday


curseeee youuuuuu


ayoyoyoyooy


2 more freaking endless nite






isky, i dunno what you did to me,
but seriuosly
i have gone mad at day 3

i cant bear it

i blame your cheesecake kangkang
i know u put mundrem on that thing and feed it to me





*tolak meja sesorang*















i can bearly open my eyes coming to work today.
i dunno why, i just cant sleep.
i need a hug

UNTITLED....so many ways to make yourself go wacko

freaking three days i've been staying up late, waking up early.
my mind just cant rest, while my body aged like mad
i cant sleep
cant eat that much, in fact, sometimes i forgotten to eat
wow...man, wassup with me
feels like i passed this phase of time before

i know whats causing this
and it aint good
freaking shit it aint good
i stayed at work until night
dont wish to go back
when i go back i feel so lonely
in fact, although i'm in the middle of a buzzing crowd
i would still be lonely

today is Friday
the 1st of Dec
i have to patiently wait for tomorrow
my God
its killing me
i'm sure i'll be crying soon
when i see him, for sure i'll cry one

dang

i miss you too much

8days you're gone, you're driving me nuts

last time was japan
this time its aussie


remember the time i balik kg for raya, it was like 4 days
and we're like seksa to hell

fuck,
seriously
i thought i'm through with the whole miss, lovy dovy thing
i mean, i have a lot of ex
whom every ex i thought i loved and missed, and i'm gonna get married to

i thought i taste it all, and would be immune to such feeling

hell, i was wrong




dang....

























=( baby, i miss you. very much
(12.56am)

UNTITLED...a lil bit of drug

I never thought i be in love like this
when i look at you, my mind goes on a trip



its been more than 4 month already

who would have thought, huh?

















i am truly blessed.

UNTTILED...tip of the iceberg

pernah rasa nak terjun lombong tak?





me..
a few times already.





being positive is great

u try to never pull in the negativity in everything

but what if it will consume you
and spit you out

what if the output of such things will gobble the best of you



sometimes i tend to think

is my boss appreciating the skills that i have
or simply punishing me for the gift that i've got






*wonders*




its great working here.
no doubt.
great.
but when a new boss comes in, old ones goes....
u tend to doubt that greatness




i miss my old colleague....mawar, weng, hanafi, kak lina and cheryl.

and i definitely miss my old boss...who recently got promoted into being a bigger boss.

and i got a new boss

whom i wish that she is replace by my old boss, who is now the boss of my current boss.


dang...
how things can be very difficult.


sometimes i tend to wonder,
the reason why i have good relationship with tenant's, the security, the cleaners, suppliers and many others, is like a freaking curse.

and some people would love to take advantage of that
and end up
if its the wrong cause,
my bridge of relationship is burnt to ashes.


freaking fuck up hell

now i have to be the bad person?
hell no.

i'll be a bad person to one person
but not to many


i am willing to take that chance




and sending CV to a new working place makes me feel good



hey, a new positive era is coming.

i aint complaning

UNTITLED...still my husbands

my second husbands

yum yum yummyyyyyy