Friday, September 28, 2012

UNTITLED...mimpi hitam putih

can i tell u a secret.about a dream i had today.i woke wondering how come.pondering in my mind why it played. it was a story about me having a journey. walking blocks, by blocks. then i meet up with a very familiar face. she came and introduce me to my old love. he smile and had hope in his eyes. he hug me and i felt his heart beating with happiness. then suddenly he rushed out. took his bags and my fren followed him from behind. as much as I was surprise and puzzled by his actions, my friend looked at me in the distance indicating that she was also surprise. I look to my right. From the corner my cat came in, smiling. He had the most beautiful smile. I kissed him and we hold hand. Then I heard a voice saying. ‘he (ex love) loves you, but he will never be in between the two of you’. I woke up. Thinking. Then I said to myself. What a stupid dream for making me think about my ex and saying that he left me for me to be happy with my current love. The fuck is wrong with this dream. If my ex loved me so much he would have let me go, being fuck up selfish and left me alone to cry my heart out. I meet isky about 2 years after we break up. The fuck took you two years to not do anything. Fuck up dream. Stupid mind and foolish heart. Then I realise that the dream makes me happy and grateful to have my baby isky by my side. Hah, thank you dream. As angry as I am, and confuse as I could be, it turns out you’re a good dream after all. The end.