UNTITLED..legend has it

legend has it that i am a boy trap in a girl's body

my boyfriend aint complaning



tralalalalala

UNTITLED...bill rancit

i had dinner yesterday with few co-workers
it was a treat from our good friend
whom is going off next year
to a place that most people would least think of to work

most people would apply to work overseas,
typically
sydney, paris, new york, london, singapore, taipei, hong kong, and many more

but this guy,
he's going off to chicago

dang, chicago

its amazing that he could take that giant leap

all the best bro

"my big brother is working as leasing there, i'll be doing R&D. I'm gonna recommend you to do marketing, if there's a place, i'll roger you"

*hopes* chicago, here i come!

UNTITILED...nom-nom-nomming

me eat spaghetti for breakfast

"nom-nom-nom"

UNTITILED...eat sugar and die

did you say something?

no?

i thought so too

move along











p/s: negativity will consume and kill you. even if you're alone, doesnt mean you can built walls and throw words that make you feel a bit human.

you're pathetic. nough said.

=D smile, makes it a bit better.

UNTITLED....an old friend

i got a phone call
the number wasnt save in my phone's memory
so i wasnt so sure to pick it up
normally i dont
but this time, i did

"Achot?" a girls voice at the end of the line.
"yup...."
"kenal tak sapa ni?"
"___m_h?"
"betul!"

its been ages since i heard about her
but i can recognize her voice
and only technic jb will call me that name

"wassup?" i asked
"can i see you?"
"are u in KL?"

for sure, she was in town

and we've meet up
along with my baby Isky, and my best fren Fatimah

and we talked
ever since she got married, it was all about her family and husband
she have put him first, and she concentrated on her marriage life

but i knew there was something that didnt sound right
she have come to KL, alone
and she talked about her husband all the time
on how she's here to buy him a present
on how busy he can be, that's y he's not with her

and one thing triggers to another

her husband was cheating on her, and she knows
her husband came clean
the girl confessed
and as crazy as it sounds
she forgive and, in a way, handled the situation by giving space and support to her husband, for him to think it thoroughly



man.....if it was me, i left that bugger's ass a long time ago


which reminds me the old days


back then i used to be in love with this guy
whom i thought have done great for me,
pick me up when i was at my lowest.
when nobody seem to be by my side, he was there
i loved him very much

but what i thought, if i look back, had harm me more than enough
yes, he raise his hand on me
used up all my money
love to tell whats good and whats bad for me
if i gone big, he would say that i'm fat and ugly
in fact, he would say that i am not beautiful at all
i would pick him up to go to college, supported his graduation things,
send him and pick him up from classes, buy him his toiletries
i even would starve to gave him the money to make him happy


oh yes, i was that foolish

and yes, when he raise his hand
i beat the crap out of him too

we were like this abusive couple
and got back together cos we loved each other too much
yeah, stupid as it sounds, the relationship lasted quite sometime


how it ended?

well, i do accept people for who they are
if you're sad, you think you're ugly, or you're making only a dime, a day
and if i say i love you,means i love u, i accept you for who you are

but it is totally insane
not right,not acceptable
when you have given it all
supported him
devoted to him

and he goes for another lady

believe me, leave his sorry ass

just pack ur bags and move on

it hurts,
boys it hurts

but to see that man with another girl
not appreciating for who u are
just let go


i have many guys who cheated on me when we're dating
4 of them if i'm not mistaken

what did i do?
i left them




but in my friend's case
she's marriage




damn
aint that hard.

Untitled... the love for children

“Children are the world's most valuable resource and its best hope for the future”

-John Fitzgerald Kennedy

UNTITLED....hairy aisyah

6 of the above, i have tried it....


wow

not bad.

UNTITLED....things were different

such a pity
when i view my very dear friends evolve into something that i cant recognise no more


use to be one of the beautiful beings on earth
have a beautiful heart
and a beautiful soul


and somewhere along the journey on this earth

my friend change
into something
that i couldnt even comment
and saddens me when i think about it

well i can say,
partially it was my fault too
i had forgotten my promise

i had promise to my friend that we stayed friends

but i couldn't keep that promise
as we distance each other 4 feet away each hour




now,
its been a year since i meet my friend



and i miss that portion of life that i used to have



things was different back then
i know,
you can never forgive me
i know
cause i didnt kept my promise




i'm sorry


thing's changed
i changed



and you didnt kept your end of the bargain either


so hey,
we're even


i guess


i'm happy as i see that you're doing fine
very fine
you had achive some of your dreams
and live your life now, according to what you want

i'm happy that you're happy now

and i wish you all the best

thus, please dont be sad as i didnt kept my promise
you should have known better that i did try
and i strive until it tear me apart
where else you seem to be happy, living the life you always wanted


and now i'm happy
and yes, again, i'd tell ya
i've changed
i am happy

so as a friend, please respect it
as i have respect you left me here to bleed
and kept a promise that never meant anything to u in the 1st place

so if you are my true friend
leave me as it is
and let me shine brightly
i have found the man of my dreams


and you left me to pursue yours

wish you all the best in life
and pray you'll find the happiness you've always wanted

Amin.

UNTITLED....make me feel human

'why do you do charity?'

do you really need a reason?

cos sometimes, you dont

thats the beauty of charity

and for all the reason in the world,

it is worth every second, penny and sweat.

even cooler when you share the same passion with others








bless all who supported charity
may your life will be filled with love, kindness and happiness
=D

UNTITLED...by far, the best one. by far

came to my desk
just to clean-up before going back
thought of bukak fb kejap

open
got 2 notification
read
"isky meow added 2 photos of you"

oh...ok
so i click

bamb...keluar gambar gajah

and i laugh
weirdly as it sounds
i just laugh















my work,
its been challenging lately
a lot of stuff to do
and there are new things that pop-up today
which makes me more 'ayoyoyoyoyoy' than 'yay'

but the best freaking thing is that
no matter how shitty my day can be
i have this one chubby,yummy cat,
whom i feel belong to,
whom i feel i'm loved by,
whom i feel so safe and at home


and never,
never fail to make me smile


even if he's ten trillion miles away from malaysia






sorry guys, but this guy is the best so far.
top notch. the best so far.