UNTITLED...a warm feeling

And the rain will kill us all
If we throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see
The preservation of the martyr in me

all of a sudden
a rush feeling comes crashing
i missed a certain segmen of my past life

weird
but it happens

once in a while
or all the time


i....
missed _______.....
truly






hhmmm....

UNTITLED.....i'm freakinggggg boreddddddd

guddd moorrrnninnnggggggg <---zombie way
it 10.35am 29.04.10
cold as usual (malaysian air-cond watodo)
surfing around looking at pictures
reading the news
munching on hazelnut chocolates,
eating rice crackers
walking about,finding work
exploring the filling cabinet
and so on...

My God, for 3 years i've been struggling with my work life
work meant everything to me,
cos with work, i have money
and with money, i can do more work

but now i dun have work


and stupidly as it sound
'i want to work, gimme something to doooo, pleaseeee...!!!!!'


















jazz is playing




why am i complaining again?

UNTITLED....can i lari bogel now

a walk in the park
hhmmm....

metaphor
was jogging in the morning with my bare foot,
full of rocks
imagine that....

was swimming in the afternoon with an injured hand,
full of sharks
imagine that...

was walking gracefully in the evening with a smile on my face,
full of cars
imagine that...

and my boss said
"its ok, u're new. soon u'll learn. I hope i didnt stress u out. Its a good exposure"
he smiled

"plus next week i wont be around, lucky u"
he added






minggu depan dia g germany
serious dowh, aku tak de keja bila dia tak de
tapi bila dia ade, stormy clouds would come about




and the company gave me a new pc
built in speakers (the older one didnt have)

so i did my homework of what to do next week


i guess i just listens to jazz via Internet


dang.....

cant complain can i?

UNTITLED....if only i can stab his heart out

Malam hari ku seperti orang jauh
Masih tak bersauh
Pergi hilang masih tak bertegur

Kalau aku tanyakan masa
Ia mampu bilang nanti
Walau ku tanyakan hari
Dia kata mari ke sini

Capai langit, kaki ku tak sentuh
Jatuh gaung, pendirian ku utuh

Malas aku bilang
Satu hari
Pasti akan hilang

Sabar…Sesungguhnya, mereka yg sabar itu dijanjikan pulangan yg lumayan…Amin…

UNTITLED...jazz typo

i cant sleept
so i open up youtube,
type in 'jazz'

and her name came up among ray charles and diana krall

click

dangggg......

she's just 24

a jazz bassist, and also vocalist

ladies and gentlemen

this is Esperanza Spalding



and i am officially her fannnnnnnn


danggggg....

<3 you gotta love jazz
cause i know, i do

UNTITLED....terkencing2 aku gelak

i remember when i was in high school
i use to be very closed with my english teacher, whom was also was my debate sifu

one day
as i was lepaking with her
she told me a funny but true story
about a guy (whom his name shall be anonymous),
who wrote a letter, as required for an English test

she started giggling before she could even tell me the story

she said... he wrote

"Hello Muhammad. How are you? i hope you are in the well..."

-_-"
and of course i started laughing like hell

but i cant blame him, he did a direct translation

"Hai Muhammad. Apa kabar? Saya harap, awak di dalam keadaan yang baik..."

so as i got nothing else in the world to do, i started surfing the net, looking for funny english test

and of course....
i couldnt stop laughing like hell
(office people thinks i'm nut -_-" )




the elephant is my personal favourite




HAHAHAHAHAHA.......

UNTITLED....aku dah ngantuk tahap gaban

duduk aku di meja ofis
buntutku panas, hati ku malas
di pinta keja, diberi kosong
diminta keja, masih kosong

gila penat tak buat kerja
'patutnya ko happy' org kata
kerja goyang kaki muka kena melawa
mak aii...memang aku tak suka



ayoyoyoyoyoooooo

bagi laaaa aku kerjaaaaaaaaaa.....

-_-"


damn bored sitting at the ofis doing nothing, absoutely nothing.n get paid for it. why am i complaining?

baaahhhhh...bahhhhh...bahhhhh.... <---imitating the sound of a zombie lamb.

UNTITLED...some paint, some blues

ladies and gentlemen,
u should really try paintball,
not painting ball,
but paintball.

cos it is awesome!

dang!

today me and my sis went to sg buloh to play
after an invitation from a good fren
and hell yeah, i had the most exciting fun ever

(honestly speaking, before we test it out, we were so frighten that we wanted to write our will and call our mother and said we loved her)
but then,
round 1 didnt stop us
we played until ammo out
huhuhu...

plus i got 2 bruises,
yup, TWO, big ones.
but hell, it wont stop me
hell no
it was just freaking awesome
my sis couldnt stop liking it also

we recommend you
i recommend you

try paintball
serious


and now i'm cleaning up my room
dancing silly
while my sis is snoozing off

songs makes me bounce off my bed, and start dancing

yay!

"sometimes i wanna stay here, then again i wanna leave"

adventure is out there!

UNTITLED....over-paid office girl

today is going to be my 5th day, 1st week, working in the new company

honestly speaking

i really think i'm a highly, over-paid office girl right now

the only things i did was
filling,
setting up meeting rooms,
bookings,
calls,
running around office
jotting down his planner
going for lunch,
taking notes

and munching on ikea's hazelnut choc and ballerina biscuits

-_-"

some people would dream to have a job like me

90% of my time is wasted just by surfing the net




watodo...
cant complain can i?




p/s: saturday going futsal n sunday going paint ball, who wanna join? ring-ring k.

UNTITLED....morning lullaby's

out of randomness,

this was playing inside my head

eveything u want - vertical horizon


in coinsidence,

this was playing inside the car

i never told you - colbie caillat




some morning blue rays, huh?

UNTITLED.... a freak of nature

'bos aku tak jadi balik...he's flight got canceled'
a fren was saying how happy she was when she got to know her boss is not coming back that soon.

reason?

a beautiful volcano irrupted in Iceland

to some
sad, because they cant go anywhere and stranded at the airport

to some
happy, in this case, my fren who can lari bogel around her office without her boss bugging her

to me...

its just freaking beautiful





dang....


my heart stops while browsing through the beautiful pictures taken


click-click

UNTITLED....God knows when

this is whats on my office desktop

i wish....
i wish upon a star....
of a dream...
a dream thats so far....


















maybe one day
who knows? rite?



http://www.sofitel.com/gb/discovering-sofitel-hotel/polka.shtml

UNTITLED....from the office desk

=)

dang....
my miserable life will continue starting this 1st may


meanwhile....

i'm just lovin it















3 days in a row i heard this in the airwaves
and each time
it reminds me of my mother, life & love

so i hope u guys will enjoy it as much as i do

its officially my 'going to work such a coinsidence' song

bachelor girl - buses and trains

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again

hell yeah...i would do it again

UNTITLED...an awesome park to walk by

me life, as some know,
has been busy and drastically evolving into something, i might say myself, is outa control

plans keep me occupied
spontaneous events keep me running
honestly speaking
these few days, weeks, this month,
i had just few hours of sleep at times, that i think, is the reason why i 'gila' to do some activities of my own

and today was the 1st day i went for me new job

danggg....

yesterday yam cha session
i have to say
i lurve u guys and i cherish everyone of u
to those who showed up, u all were the bomb
lapan meja combine beb, hebat tak hebat,
to those who cannot make it, and still wishes me via mobile
'kiss me through the phone' is what i give u all

honestly speaking, i was soooo terharu,
i didnt expect some to even come, and yet, they showed up

below is the long list that i wanna thank you

the clan of the long table:
faisal ss2, steven anthony soosay, zakiah, just, maria with the other faisal, zaiza, malar, isky, leonard, may, marianne, tini, jun kheng, steven yap, adlan, najee, kenny, ujang, iqbaal 009, adam skypark, tinie, talitha, tze runn

the clan who came and visit:
faisal ikano, hadi, kay renn, lee chien, nani, izzy

the clan who msg/call:
phelps, crystal, syed, hary, geena, fatimah, anas, lavin, abel, bobo, dila, jiar, kak emie, kak zilah, ken, ling, yus cap sq

the late nite tom yam session:
farid, and again zaiza

and also yam cha session the day before:
kelvin, se-pan, sazzy, thana

and all the other lots whom i forgotten to carve u name on my blog....i'm sorry as i am as forgetful as a zombie goldfish






last but not least



this zombie girl had the time of her life lately, and never fails loving each day

gimme more

now, she sits at the sofa, listening to route 66 over the airwaves, and drinking her vanilla latte

need i to say more

adventure is out there!!!!!!!

baaahhhhhh...baaahhhhh...baahhhhhh... <--imitating the sound of a zombie lamb

UNTITLED......me being spontaneous

now
when people say i like to be spontaneous,
i do
i keep myself busy
and occupied
like sometimes, i dunt plan
just go with it
this recent past weeks
serious...
been tooooooooo spontaneous

below is the list (not timely manner) spontaneous act that i have done:

1.went karaoke: 1st with partners (until 1.30am), and the 2nd with me best fren Fatimah (until 1 somthing morning aso)
2. rempit with my brother to go to work : twice...1st day was because my car battery died down, he forgotten to turn the head light off. 2nd day was because i didnt mind at all, i just love it.
3. movie: toooooo many movie i watched already, i lost count, but the best'est was....when fatimah rempit with me to midd vall and watch date nite. damn nice
4. buying a white leather coat with white leather heals
5. going bowling with fatimah and my sisters, all 5 of us
6. went to kajang with couple of frens to munch on sate kajang...yum yum yum
7. watch studio giblis and sleep on it every nite. it piss my brother off cause the tv is the one whom watching me snoring.
8. bought anggun an expensive but practical stroller, pretty much make her parents very happy
9. listening to 'something' on the radio, on a certain time of the day, everyday
10. sleeping 13 hours non stop, and didnt give a damn about the outside world
11. went raju for BREAKFAST, for the 1st time...huhuhu...
12. go to SS17 morning market with my bro and bought breakfast

and the list goes on....

funny
i notice one thing i do automatically

when the wind blows, i tend to close my eyes, and feel the breeze on my face

and i never fail to do it, each time
weird
it becomes a habit

spontaneous, automatic or habit

just another walk in the park for me
i guess

adventure is out there!!!!

p/s: the reason why i wrote this blog is because fatimah said i have an exciting life...funny thing was....i was complaining to her on how boring my life can be. i guess that when i walked through the park, i forgot to stop and smell the roses.... i just walked through it like a zombie lamb...

bahhhh...bahhhh...bahhhhh <---imitating the sound of a zombie lamb, or at least how it suppose to sound like

UNTITLED....plain old aisyah again

satu hari aku berjalan
pada awan aku melihat
tutup mata, jiwaku malap
pada hati aku bertanya
tuan kamu siapa yang punya


jawab hati


aku sudah berpunya







i remember, last week,
a good fren said this

'when u play with fire..eventually u'll get burn'

word...

UNTITLED....when a day ends, another begin

yo yo yo wassup?

well...

a lot of things happen
i have been damn busy

and i have to apologies

to Oof for not yet send the pictures
to adam and other freestyles for their pics
to dipie for the "already dua kali" yam cha session
to the karaoke session pics

and believe me....many, many more pics

i also have to apologies

to frens who call, msg and never fails to always ask to lepak, yam cha or mamaking with me

sometimes getting a slice of antu means you have to make reservations, huh?

erm...sorry, indeed i have been busy

and today wasn't any different

it was anggun's cukur jambul n marhaban
and bowling with ma sistas

and today ends with NTV's top gear
the alfa romeo episode
me and fatimah couldn't stop laughing our socks off
even me mom came in the room to find out what we were giggling about


the thing is...


i realize, when i close my eyes
before going to sleep
i tend to reminiscence of what i did the whole day










and i truly believe of what i hold in my heart right now...
that no matter how bad ur life, work, family, love and friends are
at the end of the day
u're the one who make the best out of it
to work things out

the thing is



i cant wait for monday to arrive

and i kept smiling to myself
=)


"please be there.."
and i hope


sama sekali kamu seorang tidak ku kenali
akan tempat lahir
darjat
kesukaan, mahu pun kebencian

tapi mengapa aku mahu mendekati kamu

hairan, ku merasa
riang timbul, sudah pasti ada


click-click

bawa kamera kamu, jangan lupa
=)

UNTITLED....u wanna get to know me better

"hai...i would like to get to know u better.."

-_-"


ermm...


top ten things i would like people to know bout me:

1.i have motion sickness - yup, even if i'm inside a lift and its moving to the 12th floor, i'll get dizzy, and yes, i vomit. not a good time traveler eh?

2.i called men who are gifted, yummy muffin - why muffin? huhuuh...that one, i have to keep a secret cos its mine to keep. wink wink

3.i like to smell things - nose, thats my thing. i love the smell of new born babies, fresh cut grass, smell of pure rain, my granma's bau, and many more. yup, nice smelly yummy things.

4.truthfully, i cant eat chickens or seafood - it will give me rashes. over-dosage can caused me having mc for 2 days, like serious.but i dun care, me like to eat!

5.i love hazelnut chocolates - YUM!

6.i love love love jazz - any form of it. acid jazz, jazz itself, fusion jazz, swing jazz and many,many more

7.i use to have a huge crush on takuya kimura in my teenage years.but then again, even now, if i came across his pictures, it'll give me goosebumps. huhuuhu...

8.i would kill to have a voice like miss hill or miss sade or miss stones or miss franklin or miss....... (and the list goes onnnnnnnnnnnn...music goddess all rawks!)

9.i am my mother's daughter, but i will always be my daddy's girl

10.my perfect vacation - blue skies and white beach, with the sound of click-clicks.



hope u get ur answer









kalau susah sgt, lepak je la ngan aku, tak de hal nye la...

-_-"